#a4a

[numbbutbleeding]

Low-key feel like a wannarexic some days because while my mind screams at me to not eat and calls me a fat pig to the point I'm gagging at the thought of food I still shove shit down my throat. And also the scale isn't going down that fast. Maybe when I reach 150 I feel a little less like a wannarexic

[taliathemildlyinteresting]

Restricting is so hard bro ive been just maintaining for months now

Maybe I should switch to working out and eating salad and shit this could be my an4 to 0rth0 pipeline moment

[angelvoid-00]

This is starting to get fun idk man idk… 201.4 again today hoping for a drop 🤞🏻

[angel-nonsense]

Sitting in my bathtub, naked eating blueberries after a long hard day of being a hungry asshole

[numbbutbleeding]

Please if anyone knows any pro ana sites please give me a link!!! Or any keywords to be able to find them, all I can find is stupid articles saying "no don't do that to yourself!"

[coldlinen]

wintergirls

[f2t-as-a-f2ddle]

wieiad 09.06

little disappointed to wake up today but wtvr 👍

breakfast

coffee - 2

apple - 70

lunch

muffin - 180

lavender latte - 130

dinner

coffee icecream - 200

coffee - 20

total 502

commiting the sin of eating cream, but pls i love coffee icecream let me have this :(

[bellebuttonbug]

i have been stuck in a EXHAUSTING cycle of fasting, binging, fasting, binging. I still lose weight from it, but not nearly has much as I could be losing if I just stayed consistent 💔💔