“ you don’t deserve to be forgotten ”
who does? even during the years where he’d thought it no longer mattered he’d found that weighing the benefits of being the mere shade of a man against the drawbacks of soul-crushing anonymity was no riddle worth chasing after. ( no mystery to which one deep down already knew the answer ever was ). but the truth is also that it’s more complicated than this; that even if he did not deserve it p e r s e, he surely enough deserved it more than others, that his life would in many ways be simpler if only he could embrace its innate futility like a proper corpse, and that remembrance could be an honor as much as a burden—which in turn could only lead to the inevitable question of whether it wasn’t a bit too much to ask of another person as a matter par for the course from the beginning with. needless to say, this is no conversation he’s too keen on having.
“tell you what, wright. being forgotten is a natural part of life. we are born, we live, we die, ... and eventually either disappear from the memories of the people who at some point gave a damn or are taken to the grave alongside them. if that were to happen to me rather sooner than later you won’t be hearing any complaints on my part. make the mistake of forgetting who you really owe that favor to, though, and i’ll come haunting you every night up until the wee hours for the rest of your miserable life.”