So last night MACB & I had our first chat since I left North Carolina. She wanted to know my reaction to this IG-Story. We agreed it makes us both sad for her.
Ever since Alana passed thru LA, Aarika has been making an effort to share more on IG. Is this too much sharing? I mean, "been thru it all with me" begs the question: what all did you go thru? Do tell.
Jessika posted this^ a couple of days ago. It kinda feels like a dig. But, if you recall, after meeting her nephew, Aarika came home & declared Boris & Gregg "My Sons!" in a huge swirly font so it might be good-natured ribbing.
Also, her Story from a couple of weeks ago bothered me.
Why the fuck did she put out the hook for his stocking? Yeah, she virtually hung her roommate's name from it but it shouldn't be there. at. all. Putting out that empty hook is a symptom of not letting go. Dammit.
In related news: I don't think about her ex anymore. I only saw his remarks about Rita because they showed up on the main Google News page. Then I lurked on Supa's archive to see what's going on & none of it was the least bit interesting to me.
Attaining indifference is good. My hope for Aarika is that she achieves that sublime state & begins to live for herself again.
