#abcndon

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a+ ass. :  i just imagine her in a domestic setting w her very own lil garden & anyone touching the flowers & her  a+ ass. :  swatting their hand away w knit brows & ' dont ! ' 

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         parted rose buds wrap around a rolled cigarette, letting a sheen of saliva forming on the end of his cigarette. turning an anchored body to the large male beside him, a cloud of grey smoke left his tainted lungs  ❝ lungs, lungs, lungs. these things are going to kill me one day. ❞ he would tsk.

                                                ( no they aren’t, JACKASS. )

                                                            @abcndon

[deathisarose]

to my loveliest of lovebugs,  my sweetest of babes.   this is something that i needed to let myself ramble.   this is something i needed to get out,  an appreciation that doesn’t belong to words,  nor can it be summed up by them,  but that does a tiny bit of justice regardless.   there are so many kind hearts in this world  &  i have been fortunate enough to find a few of them on a place that has also managed to put me in some of the lowest lows i have experienced.   i just wanted to thank you guys for everything you’ve done for me,  for the friends you’ve been,  for the company you’ve given.   i haven’t made it through everything gracefully,  but i’ve made it through a hell of a lot softer  &  gentler with you all there for me.   thank you,  thank you,  thank you.

dean.  //  @rxghteousman .  we've been friends for nearly a year now, and i can truly say that you have made this place as homey  &  comfortable as it could possibly be.   the love  &  light that our babes seem to find no matter what we throw them into is something i find as a friend in you,  too.   you have been there for me more than those i have in person,  you are the first person i think to come to when i’m not sure where to go or how to feel.   you are someone i can hide within  &  know that i will never be judged,  that i will always have a means of calming down or being okay so long as you’re there.   you have been with me through the best  &  worst of my anxiety and have given me nothing but patience and whole lot of strength i probably wouldn’t of found on my own.   you remind me to keep my head up  &  on top of it all,  you trust me to come to.   remember:   you are not what others perceive you as.   you are not set by expectations,  you are not obligated to prove anything to anyone.   you are allowed to just be  &  that is something lovely.   you owe no one anything other than being entirely who you are;  a wonderful,  kindhearted man.   i am proud to know you  &  care for you.   you are stronger than you realize  &  your selfless heart will always,  always bring you toward the happiness and wholeness that should be yours.   thank you for sticking with me.   thank you for understanding.   thank you for trying.   thank you for not giving up on me.   your writing is something to be treasured;  intricate and filled with hidden imageries  &  thoughts.   never stop.

heneen bug.  //  @abcndon  &  @vesselbound​.  mrs bug,  neen bean.   you are such kindness.   you are one of the few i can pout on when i slip into my dim  &  down moods  &  somehow you manage to uproot me from them when i can’t quite figure how to do it myself.   you have spread so much sunshine into my days,  the nights you’ve spent keeping me company,  the loveliest connection between muses i could’ve ever fathomed on here.   you mean so much to me,  they mean so much to me,  you are a friend that i know will always be true  &  always stand beside me no matter what.   i can confidently say that if i hadn’t had you,  i wouldn’t have been able to stick around here on many occasions.   you are an absolute joy to have in my life  &  i really,  really can’t stress how much i hope you never have to leave it in any way.   you have started my mornings with warmth  &  the reminder that i am cared for with your messages,  your good night notes  &  reminders.   so here is mine for you,  remember:   you are something too precious and nurturing to ever deserve any sort of hate,  directly or indirectly.   you are enough;  every day.   you have managed to make at least one person happier than they would have been without you.   please remember that.   you have such a soft heart  &  too many people will attempt to harden it,  to take advantage of it.   don’t let them.   you deserve greatness in life  &  i am so confident you will find it.   you have mastered the artistry of ripping my soul from my chest through your writing and i expect a personal book sometime in the future,  even if it takes a really long time.  

KC.  //  @saintedcrown​ .  we have been through a lot.   we have seen each others tempers  &  each others depressions and we have both shared quite a lot that has gone on within our lives.   we fall out of touch,  we get back in touch,  and it seems no matter how long it’s been we easily melt back onto the same place as where we had left off.   we hold two very conflicting personalities but i want you to know that through it all,  i have  &  do consider you a friend of mine.   through the months  &  spells where i couldn’t get myself to be here,  you were still there for me.   you were a company that was necessary for me to make it through a lot of the ails within my own head,  and i know i may not have told you that,  or reminded you of how grateful i was  &  am to have had that,  to know i have that now if needed.   many people may not thank another for giving their muse the opportunity of something that they may have never themselves tossed them into,  but you’ve certainly created an exception in many cases.     remember:   you are worth so much more than you let yourself believe.   you dedicate yourself so wholly to everything i have seen you take on  &  even dabble with,  and your mind is such an incredible thing that i’ve witnessed many,  many times.  (  all of the lists of lydia vs. dean during fall,  over the holidays,  eating too much candy he gets sick to his stomach.  )   i have no doubt you will get  &  reach quite honestly anything it is you want with your drive.   you have made it through so many things many can’t and may never find themselves in,  and i hope everything settles  &  comes into place the way you deserve it to. 

mondy.  //  @driipingblood .  you are someone i have known for quite awhile,  but only recently did we start becoming close.   it’s a shift i could feel,  one i am so happy to have found with you  &  i hope that you know it really,  really means universes to me that you felt you could come to me with things you are going through.   that you feel you can trust me,  listen to me  &  allow me to listen in return.   i know and believe that you hold one of the kindest hearts,  and having you here for me  &  as someone to talk to throughout my day has given me a warmth to look forward to.   a friend that i know i can potentially grow really,  really close to.   you have kept me company even when you haven’t known how much it was needed and that speaks bounds on its own.   remember:   you deserve as considerate and loving a friendship as the one i know you give to others.   do not ever let someone tell you you are less,  that you are not strong  &  that your emotions and thoughts are not valid.   they always are.   do not ever let a soul stay in your life if you do not feel secure in the fact that they are good for you.   there are many people that will appreciate you  &  your heart and mind every day,  and will make sure you never question it.   those are the people you should keep.   you are wanted  &  you are appreciated,  anyone who makes you feel otherwise does not deserve you.   i am here for you.   i will remind you. 

annie.  //  @tiimewarrior .  my little sweet pea.   you are without question one of the loveliest i’ve come to meet on here.   you  &  i haven’t talked much outside of discussing our muses,  but i found it just as necessary to make sure you were here,  as that on its own has done bounds  &  bounds for me.   the admiration and care you hold for your own muses is something i feel takes a very,  very,  very thoughtful and empathetic type of person to portray.   you have given lydia a bed of warmth,  and with how much she means to me as a muse  &  has become a part of me,  vicariously through her you have become so important.   sometimes just the knowing that someone is  &  would be there should it ever come to is enough.   sometimes someone giving you that quiet reprieve is something to be so,  so thankful for.   knowing bradly through lydia has given me the chance to know you through lydia,  and  i wouldn’t feel right if you weren’t here.   you have impacted lydia  &  you have impacted me.   remember:   your writing,  it’s emotion,  it’s raw  &  utter relativity is something to marvel at.   there is never anything you have written to me that i feel should be changed in any way,  even when you always note in the tags to let you know if there’s anything to fix.   there isn’t.   what you pour is meant to remain untouched  &  exactly how it is;  what you are able to create should never be edited,  never be hidden or kept quiet.   you deserve kind days  &  kinder nights,  and i am here for you if any of them aren’t.   you are thought about  &  admired from this little heart of mine daily.

[deathisarose]

@abcndon:   ‘ honestly i run to get one orange and uve already fucked my life up even more ‘

[deathisarose]

friendly reminder that you make me so fucking happy. i mean it. all the time and you deserve somebody to make you as happy as you make me and i hope you find a million of them. ily to the moon and back again mrs bug. ♥ ♥ ♥

i am going to  !!!  actually combust.   there are not enough people in this world who give love  &  warmth  &  kindness as readily and as often as you do.   there has never once been a time where i’ve come to you and you didn’t manage to completely just stitch my mindset right back to whats important,  or even what to focus on until i can get there.   you have done so much more for me than just provide an outlet through our muses,  okay,  you’ve become one of the only few  &  rare safe spots i have where i know i can always rest easy.   there aren’t any words i can mush together on here or ever properly find to stress how so,  so,  so important that is to me  &  how impossible it seems i’m able to find it.   (  drops octave:  there is not enough time.  )   lets just go sit on the moon w our love and live just mrs bug  &  mrs bug forever.   thank you for this and everything heneen bug.

[deathisarose]

when @abcndon​ gets all up in ur soul ...

[deathisarose]

ha lmao ew shannY?? gross its not like shes my fav what ( anon: ✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔✔ ily )

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can i get a meme in here to claim whether someone is our fav soul in the universe because i would send that to you daily.  you are my sun  &  moon on here  &  i don’t know what i’d do with out you heneen bug.  your muse  &  you mean too much to me.  you know earlier very very randomly i was thinking ‘ ok but heneen is the kind of friend i would invite to my wedding. ‘  so pls be there, kisses cheek.

[deathisarose]

shanny its valentine's day and since it's the 1 day i can be even sappier than USUAL imma just go ahead and say how ?? unbelievably important u are to me. i never thought liking one lil starter call could literally change my entire rp experience for the better this much??? without you, aster wouldn't be as developed, happy, and included as he is rn. i love you more and more everyday and just. happy valentine's day and i hope to spend many many more with u and all ur beautiful lil chars! ♥♥

/ passes out purely by your cuteness & how much your precious tush means to me.  you !! are an angel, okay.  i will be your valentine over & over again for every year to come bc i honestly hope to keep you in my life  ( and tucked into my heneen shaped pocket )  for all of eternity.  i mean it.  you’re one of the few people not only in this liddo rp world that i consider an honest friend, but in de whole wide world.  your writing literally tugs at my heart more than should be allowed and the verses we have, how we’re able to dig into our muses with one another & find out nooks and pieces of their personality we wouldn’t have on our own, it’s just a lovely thing.  you are a gem to the world and i hope you never forget that, you have this ability to j ust spread light wherever you go & is such a gift and sOBS i am getting sentimental.  ily to the moon & back & to the moon again.