Jul 29, 2016
i kinda wanna change my URL to a good one i have saved but im not active so im pretty sure everyone will just forget who i am :/
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i kinda wanna change my URL to a good one i have saved but im not active so im pretty sure everyone will just forget who i am :/
the filipino family or: why everyone seems so chill but is actually damaged from repressing emotions
WERE NOW CHANGING GEAR ITS SO FUCKED UP THAT tagalog is literally the most spoken language in california besides english or spanish but no schools here teach it at all as far as i know outside of college. my area / a city near me has one of the densest filipino populations in the country, and at schools here you can learn french, Italian, and chinese but no one ever teaches tagalog. our history is never mentioned at all except for maybe a sentence or 2 during ww2. to be filipino is to exist everywhere and yet nowhere at all so when anyone mentions that i flip out lmao
AnYway also here's a small update on me life: im officially gonna go to college, i registered for the local community college & im just taking tagalog and art stuff. yesterday i had orientation & as part of that we had 1-on-1 counseling and when i said i don't have any sort of plan & im just taking classes i want to take, my counselor told me that i need to have a plan or im gonna run out of time & ill be wasting all my time and money, etc etc and i got this close👌🏼 to offing myself i was wreck but luckily my mom was really kind and supportive and told me basically that the counselor was full of shit and that what i was doing is more than good enough. i still feel hurt & discouraged by it all but im a lot better than i was i kinda felt like shit tonight though but since being on my phone i finally feel numb lol
ugh i don't wanna think about this *pe@rl voice* isn't it over
i hate myself i never would've left if she didn't literally break up with herself for me
*s/////u spoilers below* . . ste//ven: *protects someone from their abuser* some awful people: this is inexcusable behavior. let me write 10 paragraphs about how mean and flawed this child is.
im never drawing anything but my slugsona again..........