google how not to have feelings for people

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google how not to have feelings for people
i love ven and aqua so much im so happy theyre in my life
xehanort turn on your location i just wanna talk
do i really deserve better
doesn't it make more sense for me to suffer
it's been proven time and time again that if good things happen to me bad things happen to the people i love
so maybe in order for everyone else to be happy i need to take on the pain instead
push everyone away, collapse from the loneliness, crawl back to bad habits until everyone else is smiling again
im so numb right now i dont even care that what im doing is a mistake
ill feel bad about it later i guess
i've seen people say that it's normal forgetting things from childhood so often that i had convinced myself my level of memory loss was fucking normal until today when my therapist made a note of it
big wanna die mood
fuck i hate myself for liking him so much, this is unbearable