an abomination beyond the hope of salvation.

[emotionalwords]

[st-a-y]

[hel7l7]

[cha0smaid]

im sorry

04.11.20

[vacantshadow]

you don't deserve them.

i know...

they must hate you.

they should.

kill yourself.

i'm going to.

[vacantshadow]

i'm sorry

[vacantshadow]

do i really deserve better

doesn't it make more sense for me to suffer

it's been proven time and time again that if good things happen to me bad things happen to the people i love

so maybe in order for everyone else to be happy i need to take on the pain instead

push everyone away, collapse from the loneliness, crawl back to bad habits until everyone else is smiling again

[vacantshadow]

im so numb right now i dont even care that what im doing is a mistake

ill feel bad about it later i guess

[faithfullyunstable-blog]

i constantly have this overwhelming feeling that i am a completely replaceable waste of space and i have no significant purpose.

[desideriumexspes-deactivated202]

“If I die, it’s ok. Don’t be sad.”

— Sadness

[abnormall]

[iamquietlydrowning]

[vacantshadow]

i've seen people say that it's normal forgetting things from childhood so often that i had convinced myself my level of memory loss was fucking normal until today when my therapist made a note of it

[warlock-crowley]

[flowergrave]

[desnos]

[worthless-wh0re29]

Everyone will leave

But that’s okay. I don’t fucking need anyone, They all fuck me over anyways.

Fucking leave me. It’s not a surprise I’m not worth it again.