#about anja

[bellemortelle]

Anja’s Tarot Card: The Devil

Restriction is not so terrible a thing as you think it is. One must not always be shackled to be prudent. You could use a set of handcuffs in your life, my love. Shall I forge them for you? We could be tied together, you and I. Maybe then you would not want for so many things. Maybe if you were drip fed what you wanted, you would only focus on the next drip, instead of the wide world of things there are to want. You consume what you love, you terrify the things you want. You have chewed your way through your life and you are still hungry. The old woman holds out a key. The iron around your wrist is so very heavy.

Quiz: https://uquiz.com/quiz/u208eO?p=462990

Tagged by: @ysmay-of-nilfgaard​

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So I’m listening to my music, right...

And the song “No” by Meghan Trainor comes on... and immediately my mind screams ANJA at me... so I guess that song is Anja’s song...

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thank you sweet!!

8. top 3 spices/herbs 

okay, I really like to cook, so this is super easy. I can’t live without cinnamon, basil and sweet paprika.

19. top 3 characteristics you love about yourself

ugh fuck.. I guess I like the fact that I’m always willing to help/advise people, I’m honest and.. pretty good at making people smile or laugh?

32. top 3 aesthetics

my journal pages created only with yellow, blue and black; namjoon’s fashion (kim daily) and apparently not getting any sleep (too much uni work).

47. top 3 people you miss right now

ana and my parents (the whole family in general).

48. top 3 fears

death, not being able to beat/control my mental illness, not figuring out what I want to do.

51. top 3 physical things you find attractive

tattoos and/or piercings, lips (like seriously I study people’s lips WAY TOO MUCH) and nice hands/fingers.

67. top 3 historical figures

oh man.. plečnik, I suppose (he does count right?), god I really don’t know.. let’s just list slovenians then, shall we? prešeren and trubar.

72. top 3 questions of this post you want to be asked

25, 34 and 92 (I read through very fast).

93. top 3 embarrassing moments

OKAY this is going to be a bit long.

once I was paying for a coffee and offered a smaller bill to the waitress, but she didn’t take it from my hand. instead she counted the change and placed it into my hand (among with the check) and I put it away into my wallet TAKING THE 5€ BILL AS WELL. I apologized, but it was too late- the damage had been done. (no, this actually happened twice..)

I was walking around the city centre with a friend and saw someone staring at me. he was kind of familiar, but I wasn’t sure from where, so after we kept staring at each other for a few seconds I yelled “do we know each other?”. my friend made fun of me for the next ten minutes and I soon realized he was the son of my dad’s boss. I felt so bad I somehow got his number and apologized.

so this is not that embarrassing, but it happened last week. we were in a really small classroom, making origami and complained (too loudly) about how we were complicating things when not needed. the assistant heard me and gave me the look. I fucked up the origami in the exact same moment and couldn’t figure out what exactly I’d done wrong..

101. top 3 school memories

however dumb this sounds, one of my best memories is actually our last day of high school. the whole class was working together, which’d never happened before. we got drinks and pizza later and it was just a really nice day.

snowy days in primary school were just wonderful- most people hate snowballing, but I loved it; whenever it snowed we would just spend two or three hours in front of the school after class, before our fingers froze and we would finally head home.

just hanging out with the girls in high school? whether in winter, sitting by the windows, eating snacks and watching the show outside; or in the summer, taking a walk and drinking coffee.

ask me my top threes

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idk what is it tag! got tagged by: sofiiarc Name: Anja Height: 179 cm Favourite bands/artists: alt-j, bts, the neighbourhood, the arctic monkeys, got7, glass animals, I used to be obsessed with gorillaz. Meaning of URL: adam’s surname (the raven cycle) with an additional r. Last thing I googled: sun honglei.. Birthday: 26th of January Gender: female Sexual orientation: a very confused bisexual One place that makes me happy: I tend to associate positive feelings with people rather than places, but.... kitchen at home maybe? What I’m wearing right now: a white and grey stripped top and black shorts (clothes that I sleep in- still haven’t changed although it’s half past ten, ha).  Last book I read: see these questions make me realize I’m a shit person bc I haven’t read anything in over a month!! (books about architecture do not count.) so instead of trying to answer this (since I honestly do not remember) I’ll make a promise to myself to start reading something this week. finally. Last thing I said to family member: I think it was ‘bye’ to my mum, before I went out last night.. Favourite beverage: probably coffee, but I’m trying to quit (who are we kidding honestly anja wtf), so.. green/mint tea or orange juice. Favourite food: anything that has pasta in it. I’ve been practically living off pasta for the past two months.. Last movie I watched: umm.. me and ana tried watching blind on thursday? we couldn’t force ourselves to finish it though. Dream vacation: honestly I am happy to just explore new places? (so going somewhere with people I love, be it friends or family.) Dream wedding: never thought of it as.. like.. I don’t know, just marrying the person I love, I guess? Dream pets: having a cat is good. Random fact: I got even worse with procrastination this summer. Now I tag: potonike (just do it if you have time I know you’re busy atm), moonsuns (thank you sooo much for including me in your follow forever!!), leskenlehti and moregeous-kieren.

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okay, so sofiiarc tagged me in a.. game (I suppose you could call it that) at exactly midnight today, and although I was in fact awake, I was in a state of trying to fall asleep so I'm doing this now, a tad late. anyhow, thanks for tagging me dear, and I hope you're having a nice weekend!

Answer these 10 questions and tag 10 more people: 1. What was the last movie you saw? 2. What was the last song you listened to? 3. What was the last show you watched (be it TV, Netflix, online, etc)? 4. What was the last book you read? 5. What was the last thing you ate? 6. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? 7. If you could pick a decade to travel back to in time, what would it be? 8. If you won the lotto & won millions in cash, what would be the first thing you would do? 9. Which fictional character would you want to hang out with for a day? 10. What was the last fandom you joined?

I tag potonike, leskenlehti, moregeous-kieren, voldevolts, petitrequin, hvlmesiswheretheheartis, moonsuns, 95cypher, ohhsenshine and I’m sorry to the ones who don’t really know me you don’t have to do this I’m sorry if this is awkward omg

here are my answers:

like literally I don’t think I’ve watched an entire movie in about a month? I started the grand budapest hotel, but then I got distracted and never finished. as for the last film I saw in the cinemas, I think it was the kingsman? months ago.

devil, from super junior, I think. it’s been stuck in my head for two days straight now.

umm, two days one night; it’s currently paused, waiting for me to continue.

ayyy shit, I haven’t read anything in months. I don’t even remember. this is bad.

lunch, rice with prawns in sweet-sour souce. I’m about to make myself some dinner though.

I’d like to visit london again. it’s been a while.

back in time? ayy heck, dunno, probably 70s or 80s, wouldn’t want to go back further.

first thing? I’d call ana and probably yell for good ten minutes before telling her what happened.

gansey. I’d love to hear him enthusiastically talk about glendower.

ARMY, I joined the bts fandom last.

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I was tagged by voldevolts. thank you, dear!

What’s your favourite flavour of ice cream? probably lemon or caramel. but it literally changes every time I try something good..

What do you think about so may artists using autotune these days? I think it's bullshit, I like to hear the singer's true/pure voice, but I mean, that's just how I see it.

Do you prefer photography or paintings? hard question. maybe paintings since they take more time and determination.

What’s your dream job? movie director.

Do you swear often? yes and no. if I do swear, then I swear a lot. usually when with friends.

What’s the best present anyone’s ever given you? no, we're not gonna go there. all presents are awesome, I can't pick the best one.

What’s the last show you watched on tv? continuum, this morning when drinking coffee (I only caught the last part though).

If they made a movie out of your life, who would you want to play you? maybe troian bellisario, but only because some of my classmates claimed we look alike (we totally don't).

Are dragons real? of course they are, I'm one of them. >:3

Are you good at keeping secrets? brilliant, I must say.

What’s the last film that made you cry? dallas buyers club, if I'm not mistaken.

alrighty, here are my questions.

who's the person you look up to?

if you could change one thing from the past what would it be?

is there a book that has changed you? how/in what way?

favourite tv series at the moment? favourite character in it?

one place you really want to go to right now?

film you could watch over and over again?

a passion/interest you share with your parent(s)?

excited for the eurovision?

aaaand I tag lulek, sofiiarc, midnight-walk-with-the-devil, flies-on-fire.. and everyone else who feels like doing it! uvu

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Once you get this you've to say 5 nice things about yourself publicly and then send it to 10 of your fav followers. Thinking good thoughts about yourself is hard but it'll make you feel better so give it a go for the sake of spreading positivity! :)

oh, gosh, thank you so much! nice things about myself.. okay then..

I think I’m quite good at making people laugh.

I can kind of draw.

Ilisten to people’s problems when they need it.

I try to help them resolve these problems (if they want).

cooking and baking are two things I master.

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42., 53., 7.

7. what’s your religion? I’m an atheist. I just can’t believe in god.

42. you are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) what do you do with your remaining days? c) would you be afraid? I probably wouldn’t tell a lot of people. I’m not even sure I’d tell my parents. I wouldn’t want them to worry. I generally don’t share things that could make people worry. I’d probably buy a ticket to somewhere and travel for a month, or just stick to my boring life. and yes, I’d be so afraid and sad I probably wouldn’t leave my room for days. I wouldn’t know how to cope with it, to be honest.

53. what would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? something really personal probably.. I can’t think of anything in particular right now..

thanks, love! uvu ask me questions.