"Why do I feel the sense of impending doom...?"

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"Why do I feel the sense of impending doom...?"
This was an ad I got under a YouTube. I was watching Caught On Camera.
Eh I never do these, so...since this one is VERY comprehensive, why not
92 Truths Tagged by: annoyinglycute
WARNING its huge, so you know, I put the Read/me thingy in.
Addittional Warning, I am in the midst of an AWFUL cold. These answers reflect the cold medication I’ve been on all day and the exhaustion of going out to an amusement park with friends In spite of being sick and on my -Quil. My Day-glow poppers. My Orange-Nectar beauties. [Seriously I spent half an hour earlier today trying to make up street names for Dayquil as if it was like a street-style drug. I was(am) a bit loopy.]
1. last beverage = Coke Zero (Some reason Regular tastes so gross, and I hate coffee...so I need my caffeine infusion with as little Sugar (bleah) as possible.]
2. last phone call = My buddy to regroup all of us after we scattered at an amusement park to do different roller coasters
3. last text message = Thanks for coming today, dude!
4. last song you listened to = Candleburn - Accapella version(Northwestern Purple Haze)
5. last time you cried = Reading a sad story. [seriously, like movies rarely get to me but anytime a WRITER makes me read about an emotional reaction I get wet in the eyes, frickin’ embarrassing.]
HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice = Nope. But I’ve managed to stay close friends with all but two ex’s and best of buds with one of them!!
7. been cheated on = No. There’d be a body if that ever happened. And prison time. ^_^
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Nope! Every kiss was important somehow! Even if it was just to cheer myself/someone else up, or just to LEARN how to kiss better! ^_~
9. lost someone special = yes
10. been depressed = Eh.....yes-ish? Only when I was taking medication for the ADHD, and it suppressed it enough for an underlying condition to come out. Which is why I just don’t medicate anymore. Yay for talking cure. More time being happy!
11. been drunk and threw up = Oh boy....uh....*whistles* yeeeeeah...one Halloween party Sophomore year...>_> The day Josh learned that Kamikaze’s plus multiple Fire-Ice shots, leads to two things, Josh having half a party do Body Shots off his stomach, and josh puking burning hot cinnamon alcohol (STILL colored Red) into a toilet between gasped sobs and begging for a merciful death.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Blue...always Blue, in all forms dear god Blue.
13. Green(with Blue in it especially yay Aqua! had green colored contacts once...which were awesome cause they didn’t cover the natural blue underneath and gave me Aqua peepers...man I loved those.)
14. Copper and Silver...together...like a copper tie under a silver chequered vest..../shrug.
LAST YEAR (2014), HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = SOOO many. ^_^
16. Fallen out of love = Never! It’s Davi, and only Davi all the way!
17. Laughed until you cried = No? I don’t think I CAN. But I have laughed until I coughed or had trouble breathing.
18. Met someone who changed you = Unpossible question. We are a collection of experiences and memories shaping our mind. Everyone changes us, both in the forming of new neural pathways to store memories, and emotionally by shaping the memories that define how we interact. Now dramatically changed my personality...I don’t....think? But if the change was gradual how could I tell?
19. Found out who your true friends were = Nope, I already knew! ^_^
20. Found out someone was talking about you = uh? Skip? Not sure?
21. Kissed anyone on your [FB, Twitter, Tumblr Etc] = Davi is on all 3 with me. so TOTES Mc-Gotes.
GENERAL: 22. How many people on your [Fb, Twitter, Tumblr Etc] list do you know in real life= uh FB is almost all family, Twitter is half friends half celebrities, Tumblr is the people who share my online/tv/movie fandoms so other than like 3, none.
23: I don’t know what happened to this question, so I’ll make one up. Do you like Pina Coladas? = Yes. And getting caught in the rain.
24. Do you have any pets = Not since H.S. I still miss him. Will not replace.
25. Do you want to change your name = I will probably hyphenate one day when I marry, unless he needs to keep his last name for his published stuff. (Davi. <3)
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Did one of those lock you and your family/friends into a room and give you 45 minutes to solve a huge list of puzzles to escape the room or solve the mystery. SOOOO FUN! It was sherlock Holmes themed!
27. What time did you wake up today = 8:30 A.M. so we could drive to an amusement park! WOOOOO!
28. Another Missing Question: Awesomest fictional creature? = Dragon!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Updates. On stories, on games, on anything. The waiting is so hard!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = For her Birthday right after mine! Two visits in one weekend! WOOT!
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = uh cancer? But since I’m not like Sick, and it seems like they caught it in time, I can’t really complain compared to people who didn’t. So uh, other than that. Changing something would mean not meeting the people I know and love, and I like them as they are, with me.
32. What are you listening to right now = the PS4 wait screen which has been patiently waiting for me to finish this to go watch/play something.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = A few. A boss, and some other peeps.
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = I woke up with a sore throat and a stuffy nose, ON A DAY to go to an amusement park, and now, the dayquil I took pre roller coasters has worn off and my nose is WRETCHEDLY stuffy.
35. Most visited webpage = Ao3 or Tumblr...pretty close call
36. Nickname = Sky or Blitz on line. Offline...well that’s a bit too revealing since its a mathematical expression for my last name. (Go engineering nerds, I love my mates!)
37. ANOTHER missing Question! Whose on first!? = yes and What’s on Second!
38. Relationship Status = Not-ENGAGED. But he’ll come around. or I will. Or we’ll rock-scissor-paper to figure out who makes the move. After Everything that needs to be perfect for my engagement is ready. (I think he’s afraid to move till I give him the ok, cause I have a LIST of things I want to be perfect first.)
39. Zodiac sign = Leo, ‘cause...ya know. Leo’s rock.
40. He or She = He.
41. Elementary = Spent a lot of time reading, reading, reading. Passing tests, finishing my homework faster than anyone, and getting chores done, so I could get back to reading.
42. High School = Weird. Freshman year was all nerded out as usual. Sophomore year my homeroom teacher, (who ran during gym class and did the Cross country team) liked my endurance/speed and told me to join. So puberty, plus swim team, plus contacts, plus cross country, plus track, plus oh hey I think I’m gay, moved me from socially awkward nerd, to getting along GREAT with girls! ^_^
43. College = Awe-some. Great roomates, the best Ex I’ve ever had ever, like we still live in the same area and hang out to this day, 10/10 would invite the dude to my wedding, even my current bf likes him, (which just proves my current Bf is THE ONE. ^_^)
44. Hair color = Light Brownish/ but darker than I’m used to. To busy to get real sun and let it naturally go dirty-blonde again and skipped my summer -cheat- highlights mom and I used to do to hurry it along.
45. Long or short = short , usually I go just shy of buzzed (longer in the center for spikes/bangs) but it is longer than usual right now, been to busy with work to fix.
46. Height = 5′10″ ^_^ Normal?
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Uh, other than joking about celebrity or fictional character crushes, there’s no room for someone not named Davi in my head/heart.
48. What do you like about yourself? = That I’m happy? And I can usually spread/share that with the people in my life that need/deserve to feel that way to.
49. Piercings = Almost invisible its so small, hole in the left ear lobe (Vanilla I know) But I haven’t had a stud in it in........a decade?
50. Another Question Missing? Uh Innie or Outtie? Innie, though I wish I was a clone so it could be all smoothed out and cool looking.
51. Righty or lefty= Righty, and only righty. My penmanship is atrocious as is with right. With left it makes doctors look like calligraphers.
FIRSTS : 52. First surgery= Junior Year HS summer. had them put a titanium pin in my ankle to push it back together. [Really messed my senior year CC, though I was ok in time for swimming. And I did it at a science camp! While my brother went to football camp and came home fine. My mom and dad were...miffed.]
53. First piercing = Ear lobe, left ear. Only one to.
54. First best friend = Angie, neighbor when I was a kid and my ‘rents were in grad housing. We used to run around playing pretend and making flower crowns and picnics out of fruits and clovers and plants like crazy wild kids.
55. First sport you joined = in School, Cross Country. In life? proably Swimming though all my training was for fun, till H.S. and I did that in the winter right after my first CC season.
56. First vacation = Uh? Universal Studios is the first I remember. But as a kid we lived an hour and change from Orlando so there were lots of Universal Studios/Disney trips.
57. MISSING QUESTIONS AGAIN? First book you loved? = Either something by Ann Mccaffrey (Dragon riders of Pern I think or Dragonsinger can’t remember which I read first) or one the entire Vanyel series of Mercede’s Lackey (Even as a kid not knowing I was gay, the idea of a gay wizard was so COOL. With a psychic horse!)
58. First pair of trainers = like shoes? or like diapers? I’m lost on this one.
RIGHT NOW: 59. Eating = Uh, typing. But there’s Alfredo within reach.
60. Drinking = Di-Hydrogen-Oxide.
61. I’m about to = Read once this is done, or watch some Flix-of-the-Net
62. Listening to = PS4 loading screen
63. Waiting for = The damn Nyquil to kick in!! I miss BREATHING!
YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids? = This is a toughie. I want to grow old with Davi. Kids....could be part of that...something to do together if our finances are good and some child needs a nuturing and loving home. But that would be a big enough life changing event that its something only to be approached with deliberation, consideration, and some circumstances that have not yet presented themselves.
65. Get Married? = One day. (Hint hint, I know you occasionally see things on my tumblr account Davi!)
66. Career? = Engineering + Law. ^_^ Go IP!
67. Lips or eyes = How is this a future question? Uh Eyes? as in I like them in others its the first thing I check out. And even as a nerdy kid, the only thing other people liked before the rest of me caught up, were my eyes, so its like the only vanity I had for a LONG time. And they still aren’t as good as my ‘rents. Like seriously, everyone in my family has blue eyes, and some of them are SOOOOOOO AWESOME I get so gel, of all the cool light-blue-grey/dark-blue-near-black shades and I’m stuck with in the boring-in-the-middle-blue. :-p
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs AND Kisses! I want it all! Mua ha ha
69. Shorter or taller = Uh...I can change this? Or is it my future(current) Bf. In that case he’s taller...barely,but enough for me to groan and go up on my toes to rest my child on his shoulder! >_<]
70. Older or Younger = Again if its the future wont I be older? I don’t understand the question. If its to my bf....he’s Totes oooooolder! I got an older man! ha [but like seriously its only like by a YEAR and change...but I like to joke and call him daddy anyway. >_>]
71. Romantic or spontaneous = romantically spontaneous? Cause I’m crazy spontaneous, but I like to think where the bf is concerned its more romantic than crazy. But again how is this like a future question?
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = my arms are nicer. In my defense its genetics, all the guys on my mom’s side have like super guns. Like if I touch a weight machine my arms start pumping out first and fastest. Its annoying. In H.S. I had to be super careful with workouts because CC, Track, and the swim strokes I specialized in, don’t LIKE excessive biceps. They want toned ones and I always hated looking top heavy.
73. Sensitive or loud = loud? >_> unless we mean ticklish. Then SUPER sensitive...but also technically loud cause I can’t not giggle/scream.
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship allllll theeeeeeee waaaaaaaaay
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Oh Trouble, with a Capital T, and that rhymes with P and that stands for Pool! [Oh music man, such great songs.] I sorta love to play bratty brother to my friends/cousins/actual brother/family.
HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger = Yes, But like..mostly only in the second year of college I was a ho, not my fault completely, went from a H.S. where I was like one of three gay unicorns with a boyfriend, to a college with like a thousand and a bad break up with said boyfriend. I sorta swan-dived into a rebound mode like a ping pong ball in a dryer sophomore year, it was...bad. Then I got my self-respect and my groove back and put the kibbash on that.
77. Drank hard liquor = Yes, well Tequila like once cause everybody turns 21 once. And Whiskey once, cause my buddy is a Whiskey snob and wanted me to give it a shot. I can’t drink anymore, (though I got my cancer treated, they have to check for just shy of a decade to see if there’s a remission and they check for liver based proteins and mine are super high as a BASELINE so I try not to take things that F with livers. Not even Dayquil, unless I HAVE TO. Which is why you can tell I’m sick since I took it like twice today, and am about to let the Nyquil angles chase me to sleep.]
78. Lost glasses/contacts = contacts yes. Never lost my glasses. SMASHED my glasses, but I knew where they were.
79. Have dated = Yes
80. Broke someone’s heart = Yes, and the fact that I can’t reach out and be his friend to help fix it after is one of the things I hate. [He was in a very very bad head-space when we started dating, like when I realized it wasn’t working, I didn’t want to end it because I’d learned(after we went steady) that he’d at times contemplated suicidal thoughts. I let it go longer than I should when I realized we weren’t a fit because of worry over that. And after it was ended, had both his ‘rents and brother on alert to be there for him...and he still disappeared for a night and I was on the phone with my mom or calling him freaking out till he drove back home and his brother let me know he was ok. I never wanted to risk going back in and messing things up more for him, though he reached out to me a few times over the years to patch things up. I feel bad at keeping my distance, but I’m not sure I’ll ever feel comfortable/safe being close to him again for his sake or mine.]
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes, once. And know he’s like one of my best buds because I refuse to let a break-up 1) keep me down, and 2) ruin a relationship with someone I obviously had a strong connection with or we wouldn’t have gone out in the first place. Also I was his first (he was my second) bf, and he learned shortly after just how bad dating could be, (his like next 5 ex’s were crazy bad) so it was really easy for he and I to get along after that, cause suddenly I was the ‘good one.’ ^_~
82. Been arrested = Never. Been stopped by the cops thrice, but only while driving, (speeding once, I cried my way out of a ticket, I’m not proud of that but I kinda am, near asleep once, driving home from a party and the cop just sent me on my way with a warning to stay awake, and once because I was designated Driver and my @$$hole friends kept turning the music up to REALLY bad levels.)
83. Turned someone down = Yes, but always politely when I realized it was happening. [In my defense I’m oblivious, like 90% of my turn downs I didn’t realize I was doing it because even after years of sports, and socializing, and getting my confidence/groove on, I never stopped being a 7 year old book-worm with coke bottle thick glasses in elementary school that everyone ignored, and I just always ASSUME until proven bluntly otherwise, that if I think someone’s flirting its probably in my head, or they’re straight, or something else to explain it.]
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend = Yes, oh god. Dumbest, DUMBEST, DUMBEST thing I ever did in H.S. like SERIOUSLY!
DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself = I believe when push comes to shove I can get what needs to be done, done. Does that count?
87. Miracles = No-ish. My parents instilled a strong belief that everything happens for a reason, and though I’m closer to agnostic than religious, (But not all the way agnostic) I still kinda think that good or bad, everything leads me to where I am now, and I can’t be unhappy about the things that gave me who I have today? Does that count as believing in miracles?
88. Love at first sight = Ehhh. I believe in Lust and attraction at first sight. I do however, believe in love at first deep conversation.
89. Heaven = Again...iffy. I would like to believe in passing that my subconscious doesn’t just cease to exist. But...Heaven and clouds and harps? Meh. I’d settle for an echo of contentment and peace that stretches into infinity or however much my mind can perceive as it blips away.
90. Santa Claus = No
91. Kiss on the first date = yes >_>
92. Angels = No. (But I’ll read a hell of a lot of Angel stories. I love christian mythos as much as egyptian or greek or any of the other biggies. It’s a rich field for stories!)
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