#about degree

[xstmloolwin-blog]

In Spain, we do not say “to be totally unuseless or not to know one's ass from one's elbow”, it is more like “ blow smoke rings with a joint”. Well... my father told me I will pass my degree not blowin’ smoke rings with a joint . But here I am.

[stargazingpsychotic]

I just want a realistic conversation about my future. About what I may and may not be able to achieve. I used to have someone saying it's ok if I can't finish this but now it's people saying I will definitely finish this but that isn't realistic from where I am right now. I can only put it on hold for so many years. I am confused more than not so how can I finish. I just want a real conversation. Not someone telling me what they think I want to hear. I deserve to come to acceptance and let whatever happens happen. I don't deserve to be lied to until it reaches a point I cannot continue and blaming myself for failing.