Apr 3, 2023
Sadly, I long ago reached a point where I can’t anymore say “I watched it because of an actor!”.
I’m just an explorer of bad movies at this point.
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Sadly, I long ago reached a point where I can’t anymore say “I watched it because of an actor!”.
I’m just an explorer of bad movies at this point.
Me: I am having a bad day and I just want to be seen and acknowledged.
Me the instant that happens: I DON’T WANT YOUR PITY.
Okay it’s been long enough since I’ve seen one so I don’t feel like I’m calling anyone out (I wouldn’t be, but it always felt weird to say this RIGHT after seeing a relevant post, regardless of how long it’s been on my mind. But I digress...)
You know those posts, collections of things perfectly put together, or stacked perfectly, or perfectly organised, that everyone seems to find so very comforting and relaxing?
I have the OPPOSITE reaction.
They stress me out, unnerve me SO very much. My brain twitches because things should NOT be that perfect. Even knowing there’s human hands behind it doesn’t help. My brain sees excessive perfection as WRONG.
I...apparently take great comfort in the general tiny imperfections of the universe.
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sexuality: Fuck if I know anymore, dude.
sign/MBTI: Aquarius + INFJ
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Relatable
(From Buni, November 19th, 2019)
After Flash 6x03 aired, I’ve wanted to find the shirt Killer Frost was wearing, since it was exactly the sort of thing I’d wear. And unlike some tv items I’d love to own, it’s practical. Frustratingly enough, it was a discontinued item. I kept at it though, and DID find one a few weeks ago.
I’ve waited ‘til tonight’s finale of Crisis on Infinite Earths to reveal it and get a little frosty with myself.
Got tagged by @nobodysuspectsthebutterfly to share my phone’s lock screen, home screen, and most recently listened to song.
The first two are very on brand, and as for the song...well, I won’t count what JUST played on Doctor Demento as I’m listening to that right now and instead it would be Goodbye Horses.
Me in 2005: Ugh, you like The Matrix? Eww, you like anime? What a loser. Those things are terrible, and here is my PowerPoint presentation on exactly why you are dumb for liking them,
Me in 2019: LOL I live in the garbage can and spend my days watching garbage movies that I love. Who am I to judge what you like? You like the Matrix, and I don’t? Great! You love anime, which has a series of art style I personally don’t like? Awesome! You love what you love and that is the best thing ever!
Personal growth.