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Who's your favourite brother? - not from Mav.
Oh well, since this isn’t Mav...definitely Ryder.
@maverick-lynn @switchryder
So. First of all. Fuck the 2010s.
They were difficult and miserable and almost too much for me.
But now, in this time of looking back, I can see the good that they did too -- I can see how I’ve changed, and who I’ve become because of the things that happened. And I’d like to think that the fifteen year old girl would be proud of who I’ve become today.
To the close and distant friends I’ve made -- thank you for being there and supporting me, especially when it was hard, or I was trying. You are the most wonderful people in the world, and I owe so much of who I am today to you. Of all of the things to come out of the 2010s, you are what I’m most proud of. To watch us all grow and become new and better people, to achieve our goals or change mid course. I love you all so much, and cherish each of you, which you deserve to hear, especially because I don’t say it enough.
To the people I lost -- I’m not sorry. I spent so much time after you left grieving, blaming myself and hating who I was because so much of me was made from you, wanting to make you happy or at least content. It was such a struggle to regain joy, or even peace afterwards, but I’m better now. I’ve taken back the things I thought I’d never have again. I wish you luck in the future.
To the decade ahead. Please be kind. Ten years is a struggle enough, and I’m trying now. Genuinely trying. Not hiding behind depression or anxiety. I just... I want happiness and freedom. To not fear what comes ahead because of someone else’s selfish decision. My future is my own, and if I make my own mistakes, I’ll own them, but the mistakes of those around me will not define me.
Here’s to wishing for prosperity, knowledge and peace.
2020s, please be kind.
-Ryder
3, 9, 19 for the end of year asks? ☺️
Thank you so much for these! I’m sorry they’re so late! Can I say that I was purposefully saving them to reflect on the entire year? :P
3. Favorite musical artist / group you started listening to this year?
It’s gotta be Lizzo -- I was super late, but it’s something that we jam to together at work, which is amazing.
9. Best month for you this year?
Definitely November -- I got a new job and really found my footing.
19. What’re you excited for in the new year?
lmao. unfortunately, currently, all I’m thinking about is panic, and a lot of not great things -- I want to use the year to cultivate and better myself. But... we’ll see how it goes.
Ryder what do you look for in a man?
"Someone confident in who they are, someone that doesn't mind looking after me when I inevitably get injured. I'd love a spouse or partner that wants to travel with the team so we don't have to be apart. Someone that doesn't mind that their submissive omega partner is the best at what he does and isn't threatened by me."
what qualities do you and your oc have in common? ( for any oc of your choice! )
Admittedly most of my OCs share my sarcasm like crazy. And both Ryder and Colter tend to share my happy-go-lucky attitude most of the time.
Ryder's birthday is in 2 days!!!! What's everyone going to get him?
not me editing Ryder's technoise interview pages (pdf) bc I have to change his song recommendations at the end of it as I figured eventually Ry's entire music taste out only now to 99,9% I think.
💙 + Ryder
