#ace!clark

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My dude my buddy my friend ... may I request some ace!Clark please? I came out to an old friend today so I'm feeling pretty awesome right now :3

OH MY GOD YES! Though I don’t know entirely what to write so... let’s just do this...  canonverse 

They’d been lounging on the couch in silence for awhile now. Steve watching the corn sway out in the yard, eyes heavy with sleep. His feet were pressed again Clark and he listened to the pages rustle with each turned page. Clark was reading some murder mystery or something. He was a sucker for classic mysteries. 

“I could,” Steve said, drawling out the syllables, “give you a massage? With oils and candles, we could make it fun?”

“That’d be nice.” Clark looked out the windows framing the giant stone fireplace. “Or I could give you one.” 

“You sure?” 

“I don’t mind.” 

Steve quirked a brow. He watched the shadows play along Clark’s angular face. His fingers itched to pick up a pencil and start drawing that nose and those sharp eyes. “Sometimes I worry we take advantage of you.” 

“Why?” 

“Because, ya know, you just--I dunno. Fuck, Clark. I don’t know. I just feel it.” 

“I learned the word, or at least I think I did. Online.”

“Huh?”

“Asexual. I think that’s me. So you’re not taking advantage of me. You’re just letting me be me. It’s actually the complete opposite.” 

Steve frowned, crossing his arms. “I don’t think I’ll ever really understand. But I’ll try. As long as I’m not pushing you.” 

Clark smiled. “You’re doing fine. You always have. I think that’s what I love so much about you and Bucky. You’re so conscious of me, both of you. I worried--well--there was a time when I didn’t think this would all work out. That you two would push me away.”

Steve leaned forward, cupping Clark’s hand. “Never.” 

Clark flicked up his brows. “I wasn’t sure. And I didn’t know if me being me would make it harder. You’re both so--so intense.” 

“Horndogs? Sexual deviants? Cocksluts?”

“Voracious.” Clark scooted closer to Steve, resting their foreheads together. “I was scared.” 

“But you’re not anymore?”

“Nah.” Clark’s lips trailed over Steve’s, a ghost hinting at a promise. 

“I wanna give you a nice massage.” Steve kissed Clark, his lips too close and too warm to deny. They lingered there, locked in a sweet kiss, eyes closed, bodies relaxed. “But I wanna do it the way you want.”

“Well I like oils and candles. I’m not dead, Steve, just ace.” 

Steve laughed, leaning back. “Okay, yeah, okay. No happy endings, just a good massage.” 

Clark bumped their noses together, nipping at Steve’s cheek. “It’s got a happy ending. It’s the happiest ending I want for it.”

“Am I being insensitive?” 

“What? No!” Clark grabbed Steve’s hands, lacing their fingers together. Steve stopped breathing, watching the way the light caught in Clark’s ice blue eyes. It was true when Steve said Clark’s beauty was out of this world. He really was in the most literal sense, out of this world. “You’re fine. You’re just looking at the world from where you’re standing. I’m looking at it from where I am. It’s natural that we don’t see it the same. That doesn’t make you insensitive. Everything’s fine.” 

“No it’s not.” 

Clark frowned.

“You’re not on your belly with your shirt off yet.”

Clark snorted. “Go get your oils you little shit.” 

Steve stole another kiss, brief and playful. “You love me.” He jumped over the couch and headed toward the stairs.

“I really do.” 

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Does little steve ever do anything special for clark or bucky's birthdays?? Maybe makes himself a delicious present wrapped up in a bow to boot?? :DDD

hahahaha for Bucky, sure, but not Clark.

Clark appreciates other kinds of intimacy more than sex. On his birthday, Steve cooks him dinner, gives him back massages and pets his hair (his favorite thing is lil Steve’s fingers scratching at his scalp). He wears Clark’s big flannels and lets Clark kiss at his hip bones till he’s dozing on the couch as they watch one of Clark’s favorite movies. Clark likes touch, but he doesn’t have the sexual attraction that Bucky or Steve have. He’s very much into Steve just doting on him all day and taking care of him one day out of the year :D

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with clark being ace, what was the process like of him integrating into steve and bucky's sexual relationship? how did those conversations go and did they have a lot of trial and error? i want to know everything god i'm so weak for ace!clark

I’m weak for hiim tooooooooooooooooooooooooo omg

I feel that a lot of it was more them learning how to respond to him. He’s not an initiator but they sure as hell are (and thus they worry about “abusing” his kindness and selflessness), so they have to be sure not to initiate too much… which also in turn they have to make sure they’re not cutting him out or ignoring him. It’s a huge balancing scale and they’re all very aware of each other’s different levels. Steve and Bucky don’t mind. They don’t even mind if he wouldn’t ever want to partake but he’s said he likes making them feel good and he likes it too, he’s just never after it (which makes him the best at giving them multiple orgasms, omg). So yeah, trial and error, having to be open and Clark has to tell them when he feels left out (surprise, he never does and Bucky’s the one who always figures it out himself). 

I think one of these conversations went a little like this:

(Small Steve verse)

“So it’s okay? I mean–” Bucky bites his lip, looking at his hands. “We don’t ever wanna make you do something you don’t want?”

“Yeah,” Steve chimes in, scooting closer on the floor. They’d all somehow managed to slink to the rug in the middle of the living room. Clark’s back is to the fireplace and the heat warms him up almost unbearably too much but he doesn’t move. He kind of likes their little huddled circle. 

“It’s not that I don’t want to. I just,” Clark pauses trying to catch the words that all run a muck in his mind, “it’s just that I don’t– crave it?” He rolls his lips in, completely aggravated at himself for not adequately explaining it. Words don’t entirely express how he feels and he can’t seen to find any part of the English language to get his explanation to work. 

“Isn’t that kind of the same as not being in the mood?” Steve scoots closer to Clark. His little knees brushing against Clark’s shins. He’s wearing one of Clark’s flannels and his shoulder’s peeking out. Clark wants to kiss it, brush his nose against it and take in Steve’s scent as deep as he can to hold it there forever. He does get ‘in the mood’ to be close, but it’s not the way Bucky or Steve ‘get into the mood.’ He’s deeply physical, but he’s never felt that urge to strip someone naked, but he has craved long hugs, soft kisses and just touches. But Clark doesn’t ever want them to feel he looks down on them for feeling like taking each other’s clothes off. He doesn’t. He loves them and the way they are. 

“It’s so–” He leans back on his hands, feeling the fire heat up his shoulders. “I want to be with you. In any way you want. You want my clothes off? That’s fine, let’s go. You want me to just hold you? Yeah, that’s great too. It’s not that I don’t enjoy it– I do. I dunno. I just don’t ever wanna rip your clothes off. Or something.”

Bucky clicks his tongue, looking away. There’s a long pause before he says, “I don’t wanna sound insensitive. I’m not trying to, but I’m just so confused. You want to but you never do too? How are we supposed to take that?”

Clark smiles, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. It’s strained and just as frustrated as he feels. “Not as an insult. I’ll never reject either of you. You want that from me and I’ll give it. I’m not against it at all. I just don’t look at you like–” He stops himself, backtracking. He doesn’t want to sound insensitive either. “I just show my love differently, but that doesn’t mean you can’t show your love to me sexually.” 

Steve crawls into Clark’s lap. He wraps his arms around Clark’s neck and stares at him with those big eyes. “I don’t ever wanna push you.”

“You’re never going to.” Clark closes the distance, pressing a soft kiss to his tiny boyfriend’s lips. He feels Steve push his hips down and just to make a point, Clark rocks up into him, earning a surprised gasp. “I want to be there and provide whatever you need. I’ll never reject you. You’ve just gotta let me love you the way I want to as well.”

Steve smiles before biting at his lower lip. “And how’s that?” He turns and grabs Bucky to pull him closer. Bucky rolls his eyes adoringly but he scoots up to Clark’s thigh. Their legs brush each other and Bucky wraps an arm around Clark before dropping his head on Clark’s shoulder. 

“Well for starters,” Clark begins as he brings his hands down along the curves of Steve’s body. “Let me grab these pretty little hips forever.” He thumbs over the bone, smiling at the way Steve’s blushing. “Just let me give you both everything. Okay? Touches, hugs, gifts, I don’t know. We can work it out as we go but just let me hold you.” 

Bucky laughs, pressing a kiss to Clark’s ear. “We can do that.”

“Yeah,” Steve agrees, kissing up Clark’s jaw. “And you don’t mind? If I?” His hand hovers above Clark’s waistband. 

Clark leans back, flicking his brows up. “Go for it baby boy.”

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*orig ace anon* I know ace can have sex drives, wasn't trying to suggest otherwise, I had just misinterpreted I guess. reading from the posts it seemed like daddydom!clark wasn't. don't get upset with me when it wasn't explicitly stated in the first place.

2/2 *orig ace anon* that ask was @other anon 

 I don’t think they were upset with you! Maybe just thinking if you didn’t know, they’d educate? But this is totally my fault. I’ve been all over the place with these headcanons and stuff. No worries :) 

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also on the ace!clark / daddydom!clark thing or w/e: ace ppl can still be interested in/have sex and still identify as ace, bc being ace is just the LACK of sexual attraction, not lack of sex drive~ (this is directed at the anon, not you~)

I was gonna say! ahahaha 

Though to be fair, Clark really doesn’t have all that high of a sex drive. He’ll do it and it feels great but he doesn’t get all riled up like Steve or Bucky. It effects Steve’s moods even and Clark’s just like “It’s that time again! Le’goo” [grabs Bucky] XD

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Big!Steve+Bucky=Asexual indifferent Clark, Little!Steve+Bucky=DaddyDom!Clark, is what I'm getting here

hahaha actually, even with little Steve, Clark’s still ace and sex indifferent. Even in the verse where DomClark has Stucky as subs, he’s still ace. I know I’m probably hella confusing with all of this (especially because I’m only marking everything as wintersupercap and not specifying verses too much) but after yesterday when it was pointed out I’ve had my Clark pretty ace, I was so…pleased? One of my closest friends on this site is ace and I’ve been talking to her about Clark and how even movieverse he strikes so many as ace. So it’s become pretty firmly embedded in me that no matter the verse, Clark is still ace. But he’ll sure as hell do hella kinky stuff for his boys. ;)

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What's Clark's favorite thing //to do// with his boys? ;) ;) ;)

I’ll say it again just in case you missed it :) I feel, at least for the way I see Clark, that he’s a sex-indifferent asexual so his favorite thing to do isn’t actually sexual.

He loves physical intimacy though. So I think his favorite thing to do is play with Steve and Bucky’s hair while they’re just on the couch together or in bed. He probably braids Bucky’s hair because it’s soft and he loves giving them baths? He’s just really into their hair and scratching their scalps because he loves the way they melt into him.

Also, Steve returns the favor all the time. Clark will drop his head into Steve and just mutter out the tiniest little “please.” It’s the only time he turns into a giant pile of puppy goo. Cause let’s be real, Clark’s a giant puppy. He’s just so into giving and pleasing Steve and Bucky.

And don’t get me wrong, he does enjoy having sex, but it’s not his favorite thing? He does it more for the happiness and emotional connectivity and that natural high of pleasing the ones he loves the most.

But playing with hair? That’s his favorite thing to do.