Living with chronic pain.

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Living with chronic pain.
Happy mothers day to myself and everyone else out there who raised themselves, and at times even parented their own parents. You deserve to be celebrated for getting through that shit. Fuck anyone who tells you you have to give credit to your birth mother just because she gave birth to you. Being a parent is earned through actions and not through some inherit ownership of ones child. It's hard to stomach at times I know I struggle to remember it, daily questioning my feelings and memories, but we worked hard to survive. Acknowledge that today.
Do you ever dissociate so hard the walls are practically breathing
Been asked a few times now by my psyc what I think I bring that's positive to a relationship of any kind. My answers always essentially 'nothing'. But I've been trying really hard to think of something. However the only thing I could come up with, is I'd be dressed really cool when we hang out, until I realised that for many people the fact I draw more attention when their hanging with me is a fucking bad thing. So fuck me I guess. I tried. Pft
Hey so people who are more experienced in dating. I've been trying dating apps, and I'm just, is it normal for the person to just be immediately trying to meet up? Like out of 3 times I've dared to actually match and talk with someone, two of them we barely have half of a conversation, honestly maybe not even that, and they're trying to meet in person. It keeps freaking me out like, beyond the fact it feels unsafe, I don't even have any indication if we might be able to hold a comfortable conversation for an extended time yet
Is this just a really normal dating thing that I'm just blissfully unaware of??? Like am I the weird one to be freaked out by this???
So much surviving. Where is the living I was promised??? When do get to just be happy and comfortable and safe and free and loved???
Fuck its terrifying being isolated and alone when you have so many health problems and new and old symptoms that constantly turn up at random and with varying severites
Happy new year from Australia everyone💫🌟 I have begun it by sobbing so off to a great start lolol