me thinking about what the character would do in the fic: is this corny? my logical goblin self: fool, it's your story

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me thinking about what the character would do in the fic: is this corny? my logical goblin self: fool, it's your story
when spotify lines up the last two playlists you were listening to and you didn't realize that they look like this
love when the fic has you brushing up on music theory that you haven't touched in sixteen years.
i love having almost four thousand words written on this doc and there isn't even a title.
i want to talk about my band au so bad. but i'm weird about text posts for some reason.
but this is my sideblog. i don't think anyone follows it.
there is just something about using their band position/instrument and changing between the and his/hers/their. like it's possessive but factual, because that is who they are to each other. they're in the band. but idk there is something so interesting about who it refers to and from whom. idk it tickles my brain and i love this random bit i started writing. i just wish i didn't write this all so fragmented. i really wish i could organize it better and organize my thoughts better. bc the au is so good. i feel like my brain is so fucking big for all that i've written so far.
i feel like this is a very large project i took on but it's also for myself. i don't know if i will ever post it but i want to share it, obviously, i want to talk about it. i want people who also love the same ships and relationships i enjoy to see this creation. i have been working on this au for like. 2 years. on and off but still.
and it's so nostalgic bc it's very mid 00s era of music. and it reminds me of the shit i was fucking obsessed with 20 years ago. so it's really just the brain rot meets the shit i was into. still sort of into. and i have playlists for every character + the other half of two ships. and i have a really funny sub plot that is happening in the background that i will interweave. i have an entire notes doc that is broken down into the other bands and what their sound is like with EPs and songs and everything. i'm just fucking obsessed and it's really all i want to talk about bc i'm currently in my writing phase.
rereading my own fics: this is amazing. beautiful story. finds a typo: tragic.
i'm going to say something controversial (so much i feel i need to only say it on the anime blog) but i love opla zoro's little garden outfit
i need to write something. something so full of pining and denial and anger and banter and understanding. i need to write.