I'm supposed to be sleeping but Google decided to flood me with old pics from 2017 since I switched back from an Apple phone. (I hate Apple) So reliving both beautiful and fuckin' god damn awful, terrible, nightmarish memories.
Deciding to share some of the cherry picked, more pleasant ones here. This should give a contrast for how far I've come since then and also show off some doodles.
Also... I'm kind of perturbed I've been carrying around a lot of the same traumas and issues from back then. I'mma... I'mma submit myself to therapy... Probably >.> It's daunting...
Like... I'm still subject to rapid mood swings, my disassociation has gotten worse since then before recently starting to get better, still find myself engaging in risky behaviour, still have co-dependency issues, still struggle with executive functions, still cunty, still need to work on empathy and tact, etc... That's not to discount the progress I've made though.
