Late night texts
You keep texting me, saying you love me and that you miss me. You said I scared you. That I was putting too much pressure on you. That I'm to good for you. You say you love me- but I'm starting to believe you don't. You can say all these sweet things but your actions say otherwise. What was it you told me the other day? Words are words. You don't have to hear it. What counts are your actions- what you do. And so far love your actions say otherwise. How can you say you love and miss me, when you go home and cuddle with her. When you still sleep with her. I refuse to be some side chick or the "other person". I deserve much more than that. I was willing to fight for you. Help you/be there for you through these "difficult times"- yet the second she knocked on your door, you went back to her. You didn't spare a second. You chose to end this. You chose to walk away. Not me. But why am I the one comforting you. Why do I feel like the guilty one, when I have done everything you've asked of me. Idk.... hopefully you realize what ur doing before I give up and walk away...