#actuallycynophobic

[purpleprosaist]

four buses in a row, all had d0gs

i'm getting fucking cold sitting out here waiting for a bus that's safe to board :)

[purpleprosaist]

d0gs remind me of my abusers in that they'll both be like this:

*breaks basic-sense boundaries in the most grotesquely traumatizing way possible, over and over* what? you're acting scared of me!?! how dare you be scared of me!!! there's absolutely no reason to be scared of me, so it must just be that you are BAD and EVIL *yelling yelling screeching, chasing, yelling, sudden sharp loud noises, sensory agony*

[purpleprosaist]

cynophobes, may i suggest the tag #actually cynophobic

i've struggled, and seen others struggle, with trying to find ppl who can relate in this cruel world

only for ppl to be literally posting our trigger directly to our trigger-specific tag

similar deal to #actually autistic; the autism tag is overrun by allistics speaking over us? what else is there to do but make the safe space we need?