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When did I become this?

When did I become such a romantic idiot?

When did I grow to be a poet?

( If I am to be called that...)

When did I start to love being unloved?

When did melancholy become my fuel?

When did my motto change and became

‘Lets take you for granted and forget you, then yearn for you all over again’?

When did she decide to overwrite my destiny? 

And how can she live with that?

How can I live with that?

How can I change that?

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It’s my birthday,

and in the day of my birth, my ex decides to show up

in form of a dream.

Maybe that’s her way of saying ‘Happy Birthday’.

Maybe it’s just my brain reminding me how

she will be present every birthday,

even if it’s been years since we last spoke.

It’s my birthday

and in the day of my birth, my ex decides to show up.

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Angela

Your name may suggest you are an angel, 

but oh, my dear, I happen to know better. 

You are going to conquer me. 

You are going to grab my heart and name it yours, 

and, when you get tired, you’ll toss it away 

and continue with your long lost path.

I should know better…

Although, in the end, 

that is what I fondly desire.                                                   

So, then… tear me apart.

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You asked me for Rome

and all I ever knew was Mars.

You talked about winning wars,

whilst I dreamt of cigars.

You enjoy history;

I’m moved by mystery.

You want to make a name for yourself;

I need to find a place where I can live.

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“LOVE”

I don’t need you And you don’t really need me. But this is a life ruled by one feeling, So let’s pretend we are in love.

Let’s go to the movies. Let’s eat expensive overvalued food. Let’s fuck to quench our libido. Let’s have fun while we don’t.

We’ll be known as the coldest mountains. We’ll be the tragic love memoire. For those who believe in the one true salvation, We’ll be the tale-not-to-be-told.

At the very end of this beginning, Will we realize we are not to be afar? Love does not rule us, But power and independence? That’s our one and true balance.

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A Wild Dream

I want to go there where people matter in a whole different way. And the things you do change the rules and laws of men. I want us to stop trying to do things because we are supposed to do them or else we are not going to really live in this society, at least. Running from our problems may lead us to our true goals. Perhaps they aren't problems, per se. May be they are the means to our success... To see life from a different perspective, yes. To escape from everything and everyone I once knew, I wish... A wild dream in my search for happiness. A questionable answer for the big question that blinds my mind.

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I can spill what I feel with letters, ink and words

But my screams won’t be heard, since nobody’s heard my voice.

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Stop

Is there a future without you? I don't mean your human form... Is there a future without the thought of you? Will there come a time when I no longer write about you? Will there ever come a time when I dream of someone else? Will you ever be someone that I used to know? Will you ever become to me what I already am to you?