#addictionsofthemind

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If simple pleasures were enough, then maybe we wouldn’t still feel so empty.

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I wonder where we would be if we ever gave each other the chance back then, its funny but I hope your new life and little one are ok....fuck your husband though.

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outside today.

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Quarantine looks what day is it again?

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Tonight I realized some human beings don't know what they actually want, but who could blame them. Every time someone’s said walk away, don’t wait for me they tend to get bruised and swing right back around, and realistically what? you decided that since you’ve been searching up and down, for the past few years and no one took you as seriously as the one you said move on too, that at that point in both your lives, it would be ok cause they’re your fallback plan? So now you choose them? Sorry but I chose me from the start and I chose me now.   

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Colorful Charades

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You ever..

you ever just wanted to call and just be like hey? no seriously don’t you somewhat miss me? i mean, was i the only one who fell super hard liking you the way i do? did all the late night convo’s, falling asleep, hearing your cute little snore or checking every five minutes to see if you messaged, or as soon as i woke up or during the day? then when you did, it was like butterflies infected my chest and my heart suddenly got confused how to beat straight? like did that mean nothing at all.... i refuse to believe that, yet i’m stuck trying to do right by you and respecting the wishes of someone else over my happiness. messed up part is that i know i can do so much better by you than he ever could, so why can’t you see that? guess loving eyes never had to ask “you ever..”