Remember this, and never forget it. I was there for you when you didn't have anyone. I was also there for you on the late night phone calls, your downfalls and your successes. I was your best friend. I watched you grow, and become the handsome man I thought you were going to be. You promised me that we'd last, we'd go on dates, we'd dance, we'd cuddle, we'd watch movies, we'd go on long drives and maybe run away from this small town and never come back. You even said, "I love you,". You were also my first, and the most special. Your blue eyes were a sky blue that night and when I looked into them, I honestly thought I was going to die. That moment was so precious, so breathtakingly beautiful. And then when I left for a month, things changed. When you said goodbye on the phone, I could hear the change in your voice.
Remember this, and never forget it. You were not there for me when I didn't have anyone. You always had excuses for not calling, texting, or meeting me out. I was slowly developing into the girl you once loved, into a toy you played with and never put away. You watched me fall so hard for you I was literally broken when you pulled away. You never kept your promises. We never lasted, we barley went on dates, we never danced, we barley cuddled, we never watched those movies, and we never went on long drives or runaway from this small town. Now that I think about it, your eyes deceived me. They lied to me, and lied in ways that truly broke me. Once I gave myself to you, I thought we were forever, but now I realize it was just bullshit. That moment wasn't beautiful, it was a recipe for disaster. And then when I came back, I could tell from your kisses, touches and words that you were no longer the person I loved. You were just full of shit.
