day 42 / adela&&dylan.
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she doesn’t know if it’s the consecutive events of frankie leaving, her ‘ conversation ’ with callie, and now mali’s arrival, but adela’s feeling pretty fucking sick of this place. it forces her to ponder on whether she now has more people who dislike her than those which are her friends. in real life, she wouldn’t let this bother her, but in the villa where she has nowhere to go, it feels a lot heavier. it almost makes her wonder how things would’ve played out if she just left with frankie on a whim or something, jumped into the ocean and let it cleanse her of all this shit. the one person she should be having this conversation with, she kind of doesn’t want to, expecting it to end up in the worst place. she can’t just say ‘ hey, i hate your sister, ’ even though she wants to for the simplicity of it, (even though it’s not even true, she just hates how their conversation went, how their relationship is more negative than anything else and will probably stay that way forever) but once those words come out then there’s definitely less simplicity in it, instead probably a jungle of shit she’d need to machete her way through with dylan but they won’t end up on the same side. she could focus on the mali of it all instead, but she’s sure dylan already knows where she stands on that.
it’s hard to avoid him when she doesn’t want to, nor does she want him to realise she’s overthinking one too many things so she shouldn’t avoid him, but her thoughts keep coming back to ‘ this isn’t working ’ even though it is, then twisting to ‘ this won’t work ’ even though she wants it to. she’s worried she’s going to blurt something out, finalise a decision before she’s even thought everything through. so when she spots him coming over, her lips twitch in a conflicted smile. “ i need to talk to you about something. ” adela says quickly once he’s in front of her, before he has the chance to wrap himself up with her like he usually would. “ me and callie had a chat yesterday, ” she says just as quick, not wanting him to think of anything else she could’ve done, like fuck josh or something everyone clearly expects her to do. “ i dunno, it’s kind of rubbed me the wrong way. ”













