#adelinescence

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another guy at work has taken an interest in me, i wish it were socially acceptable to write lesbian on my forehead.

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sorry i can’t hangout i just got a wii console for christmas and i need to save princess peach

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dear diary ; twenty fourth of december.

diary prompt ; alcoholism conversation.

my family have never taken my alcoholism seriously, which developed after my dad died. whenever my sister and i go out, she's always trying to prompt me into drinking because it's just one drink or we're celebrating. i had a relapse a month ago, my mum found the alchohol in my room, realised im drinking again, and has bought me alcohol for christmas. either they think my problem isn't serious, or they dont understand what alcholism is.

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dear diary ; twenty first of december.

diary prompt ; maladaptive daydreaming task. list what's real. absolutely anything.

i'm on season 7 of desperate housewives. i love womens football. my dog recently passed. i'm trying to quit smoking. i'm reading the binding 13 series. i can't wait for christmas. i recently went out for the first time in a while. i work night shifts. i recently got back into writing. sundays are my favourite day. my brother is my favourite person. i don't have any friends. i read to escape.

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if anybodies wondering the issue of the man i work with has settled, only problem is that he’s a man i work with so it’s awkward as hell when i see him, i haven’t even made eye contact his way.

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just found out i’m off work christmas day, boxing day, and new year’s day. i work nights so it wouldn’t have bothered me, but at least now i don’t have to worry about going to bed super early on christmas night and i can enjoy it with my family!

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awful and scary news ; this guy from work asked for my number, i thought it was more of a friend thing, but then he kept complimenting me, and now hes been asking me over to his house, keep in mind i've only known this man for a few weeks, so i don't feel safe + closeted lesbian, and now when i dont reply fast enough he's starting to get really offended. i'm thinking of telling him i have a boyfriend to try and get rid of him. i need advice because i feel like this is goint to end badly.

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