#adhd blues

[hadriandemara-ffxiv]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MEDS ARE OFFICIALLY HAPPENING AGAIN!

thankFUCK

:sob: a doctor who actually listens, I’m gonna literally fucking cry

going to the pharmacy soon! MAYBE I CAN KEEP MY JOB AND CLEAN MY ROOM SOMETIMES IDK. IT’S A POSSIBILITY.

[hadriandemara-ffxiv]

FINALLY MADE MY APPOINTMENT

holy fuck

it only took six months

(hopefully soon I’ll be able to write again! with actual brainpower! I owe so many of you replies and starters jfc thank you for being so patient with me)

[hadriandemara-ffxiv]

>request appointment online >wait 48 hrs for a return phone call >by the time they call back, you’ve forgotten you ever made the appointment >”who tf is this?? im not answering lol leave a voicemail whatev” >...oh shit it was the clinic >ok well I’m at work, lemme call them when I get home so I’m not discussing my shit/deadnaming myself in the breakroom >leave work >?????? >...suddenly it’s midnight >man I feel like I’ve forgotten something today >... >FUCK

so anyway that’s how ya boi’s attempts at getting back on his meds are going

[hadriandemara-ffxiv]

me: man I really need music to do art, brb lemme start some tunes and get to work  *opens Spotify*

me, 1 hr later, struggling to draw a straight line: ...jfc why can't I fuckin  

Spotify: ...

me: ... 

Spotify:  *opened 1hr ago, immediately forgotten, NOT PLAYING ANYTHING* 

f u c k

[sora-bee-explorer]

I have ADHD, it's super easy for me to spiral into some ethereal webtoon about two girls kissing or end up starting another digital art

[sora-bee-explorer]

I need someone to tell me why it's so much easier to post an entire essay on what's wrong with my mood and why I'm feeling the way I am than tell my boyfriend about it.

Am I really hiding snakeskin under my clothes that I don't want him to see or something?

[robotsandfrippary]

The irony of having ADHD and having good friends with ADHD is that it's awesome kittens and rainbows till you want them to read the big ass hyperfocus result you did.