I dont wanna revert back to how I was with my fp before, how unhealthily obsessive I was with her but gOD is it hard. Like it's been a whole year since I had a new fp. And it was so boring and empty without one but now that I found one I fuxking hate it because I dont want to be toxic !! But I'm needy and need validation that they arent bored of me or hate me !! AaaaAAA I just want!! Someone to give a shit about me !!











