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[theqameison]

😍 ( B1A4's Gongchan btw )

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I must confess, Seungjin, there is just something aesthetically pleasing about this particular outfit of yours. Perhaps it is because it mirrors my own wardrobe: plaid, black, red, and white. An outfit like this allows you to both stand out and blend in any location– it’s a versatile appearance.

[tcrpid]

HC + public transportation

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axel  has  not  taken  any  type  of  public  transportation  it’s  been  almost  three years  ,  nor  is  he  very  fond  of  it  , preferring  the  comfort  of  his  own  car  or  ,  even  ,  his  motorbike  .  in  fact  ,  it  is  not  the  quality  of  the  service  that  irritates  him  much  ,  but  his  actual  asocial  tendencies  ;  he  finds  the  ride  to  be  TOO  LOUD  ,  too  full  of  people  ,  and  that  is  enough  reason  to  get  him  choosing  to  ,  sometimes  , even  walk  to  his  destination  ,  depending  on  how  far  away  is  it  .  that  ,  however  ,  does  not  mean  he’d  never  make  use  of  such  service  ,  instead  just  displaying  obvious  reluctance  and  desire  to  remain  on  avoiding  the  activity  ,  both  in  which  may  come  off  as  ARROGANCE  of  his  part  .

[cespires]

21

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21. things you said when we were on top of the world.

She told him a bedtime story of the time she once flew though she did not have wings like a bird. It’s a tale that anyone could read about, of how Peter Pan told her to never grow old, and she obliged. She smiled as though an ancient city has finally been lost to civilization, and a sigh left her lips. 

She stood at the edge of her world, arms high up as the wind moved her clothes and her hair was swept back. She closed her eyes, and she saw a vast shade of green running kilometers and kilometers ahead of her.

“Won’t you fly with me too?” 

Seungjin said nothing, and she felt as though it is the only thing he can give to her.

Nothing.

“And that’s enough.” She muttered, knowing that he would not understand her words. He thought he would, but he never truly could. She kept him far away from her, keeps him at an arm’s distance because if he came too close she would break his already broken soul until it is nothing more than dust in the air that sparkled when the sun hits the air at just the right moment.

“In a moment of weakness, you find strength to believe.” She sat back down, taking her seat next to him as she peered over and smiled once more. “In a moment of fear, you find courage. And just like that, you become someone completely different than how you are now. Isn’t that something else?”

[cespires]

“Sometimes I wish there was a film crew following my every move.”

“What good would that do?” It was an honest question spoken in a tone too harsh for ears to hear, for him to hear. He’s a lot stronger than he looked, but she still sang careful songs to him in case something in him cracked. Everyone was like the main character of their own lives, but capturing it so easily was too far gone. Life was designed to have moments that could be forgotten. It was a gift, a curse, and everything in between. It was an almost perfect mix of pain and joy. It was wicked. “There are stories to tell, and stories to forget.” She said, sitting at the edge of the roof with her legs dangling. She swung them back and forth, the heel of her white shoes hitting the concrete of the building just slightly enough that they would leave a mark. The wind picked up and brushed against their skin, causing her to turn her head to face his direction though he wasn’t looking at her. “But who says anyone wants to see yours?”

She missed the beat of the moment, her mouth open to say an apology but it never came. Instead, she kept her lips pursed and an almost painful grimace replaced the soft look on her face. “It’s not like anyone would see mine, either. I actually don’t want anyone to see it. I think it’d be too much.”

They were two of a kind, both so different and hurt in different ways. There was no way she could understand what he went through, but who said she wanted to try? Maybe she just wanted to be there for him when it mattered. The past couldn’t be changed, and she was sick of living in the past all the time.

“You’ve got a good head on your shoulders.” She broke what seemed like an endless silence. “Your story is yours. A film crew can’t capture what goes on your head, just what we see. Somehow, that’s not good enough.”

[sunmichi]

owls aren't reliable messengers.

Mi,

I’ve had the feeling this is going to be inevitable. Hence despite my belief system, I promised I’d be hellbent on receiving gifts this time of the year.

I have received your present and I think it’s well-thought. I am very relieved and glad as well. It hasn’t been long since we met but it seems that you know me this well already. I don’t if that’s you being perceptive or me being so easily transparent. I do hope it’s not the latter.

Excuse my rambling but I shall get to the point now and present to you my gift. This year has been utterly weird in more ways than one, for me personally. As an atheist, I shouldn’t be doing this but there’s also the fact that I can give a present whenever the hell I want and it just so happens that it fell on this specific time of the year.

Accompanied by this letter is something that I hope you might fancy. It’s a spyglass inspired by one of my favorite childhood novels A Series of Unfortunate Events. I own a few of them, some given to me by my father, others I purchased in various antique stores. This one I’m giving to you mostly because of the leather around its body which reminded me of you. You’re a traveller and I guess this object is only fitting.

Put it to good use. Well…I didn’t need to say that. I’m sure you will, just as I will fill my new journal with lovely words and adventures ( to the best of my ability of course ).

Your friend,

Lee Seungjin

MUN NOTE: I have no words. I’m so happy you came back too. 2017 better not cockblock this long distance relationship of ours ; n ; You’re the bees knees. Keep floating my goat YAYUHH! ;p

Each new day brings new surprises, they say. Christmas evening brings Mi an especially pleasant one in the form of a burlap package, elegantly tied and put together. Few people she knows have such sensibilities, and the letter beside the gift identifies one such person: Seungjin, of course.

With equal delicateness, she sets the package down on her table to unwrap said spyglass. When the little item rolls with a gentle thud onto the smooth wood, a tiny gasp escapes her. Fascinating. She’s seen them in shops occasionally, but never stopped to pick one up for herself. Careful fingers close around its intricately mottled leather, test its weight---firm and satisfyingly substantial in her hand, as if its barrel stored many an adventure.

Needless to say, Mi is brimming with excitement to add to them. Grinning hard, she sits down with the spyglass, and holds it up to her face, squints through its lens at the magnified room around her, allows herself the full amusement of seeing the slightly distorted visage of her mini succulent at many times its normal size.

Not wanting to wait til the next work day to send Seungjin a thank you, she picks up the usual pen and paper to jot down a note, which she would later photograph and send to him via phone.

Seungjin-ah! I got your gift---I daresay you know ME too well!! This is so beautiful. It’s perfect. I bet if I looked through the window, I could see you right now. Kekeke, better watch out. You don’t have to worry at all---I’ll use it well and bring it with me everywhere, and if it happens to save my life at some point on an adventure (which it probably will, somehow), I’ll only have you to thank! And even though you don’t celebrate, Merry Christmas ♡

[r0sewitch-blog]

revelation.

Yuhwa,

So listen, you’re going to get a knock out of this as I am about to reveal the biggest plot twists you might have encountered this year. It will be a peculiar way to end the year for you.

First of all, I guess I should introduce myself. I’m Seungjin and I’m just as in love with books as you are. I shall disclose to you the rest about myself if we ever decide to meet in person. Someone who fancies books in this day and age is someone I’d like to personally meet and befriend.

Now to the plot twists – there are two that I shall reveal to you.

One, I am an atheist and some type of socialist. I don’t really celebrate Christmas but for the sake of trying to meet new people, I did this and for some cosmic reason, I got paired with you. I think that went well in my favor but…

Two, I’m really really bashful. I had to muster a bit of courage and bravado I never thought I possessed to play this game. But beyond the game, I’d like to get to know you more and eventually become friends with you. You seem like a lovely girl worth getting to know. I’ve always been skeptic of other people but given the common ground that we have, I’d like to talk to you more.

Here’s my humble present to you. It’s a book by Anne Carson, one of the very few female writers that I worship. Her body of work is lovely and I believe you deserve to be given the luxury to experience her. It’s uniquely put together in such a way that all the pages are tuck together like an accordion. I don’t exactly know how one would read it, but I guess that will be one fun activity.

I hope to hear from you soon and I hope 2017 will treat you better.

Sincerely,

Lee Seungjin 

Wow~ Thank you so much. I would also like to get to know you better... I really enjoyed our conversations. I appreciate it...

[jaenv]

‘ I finally decided that understanding isn’t what grief is about. ’

Grief doesn’t last, that was what he wanted to believe. WhenJaehyun lost his grandparents he was already Leo and his countenance was nothingbut stern and seriousness; the party was grand, everyone was wearing black,women wore pearls and men wore their slickest suits and ties, and everyonespoke as if nothing happened. And Leo never wanted to recall what it was like,it was horrible, and it kept him up at night with the nightmares that occurwhenever he sees his grandfather’s face inside the coffin, he was sad, and heknew that he never lived a good life.

Apart from that, he experienced a lot of things that managedto pull most of his emotions out of his gut. Butterflies never occur inside hisstomach, even the clenching pleasure that most people would feel, he doesn’t,and he knew that it wasn’t because he didn’t want to feel them but because helost his ability to, as his mind was covered and controlled with the grief andthe broader knowledge of the society that he was forced to love instead ofdefying.

He met Seungjin in a cross class subject, science, in whichengineering and pre-medical students were placed inside a room to discuss theimportance of technology in solving the world’s medical predicament, provingdifferent solutions that the diverse classes of society can easily have accessto. He learned that he has a lot in common with him, Leo is apathetic, his lackof interest on things and his short attention span on irrelevant things asidefrom the tools and gadgets that he was most likely to make within a week borehim, and yet, there was something so surreal with his interaction upon theelder, which Leo finds himself immersed with.

“Grief.” He lets the word out with a lick along the bottomof his lip, taking in his surroundings as if he never knew the room that theymanaged to sneak in to without any professor nor student body seeing them doso, as Leo sits on the teacher’s table in front of the small lecture room, hefinds himself looking outside, wondering what grief really is and what hereally knew about it. “What do you mean decided? Grief nor any emotion can’t bedecided as to what you feel on that moment; isn’t it why they’re calledfeelings? Because they’re felt, not decided upon. Grief is…” he trails, lettinghis fingers tap the expanse of his thigh, feeling the phone that was pressedupon his pocket and trapped within it. “Grief is not finding suitable parts onthe hardware that you wanted to create because people are too stupid to createa pre-modified one. Grief can be classified as that same old feeling of losswhen you couldn’t get the last swirl of the ice cream before it ran out, griefis… to put it simply, an emotion that people need to change, sometimes for thebetter, sometimes for the worse.”

[zzombees]

‘ It’s something of a cliché to say that we all think we’re monsters. ’

“I don’t really see myself as a monster,”  He scratches his chin, seeing across the desk to the kid. Of course, he glances at the chart. Himchan wasn’t quite old enough to really see the other male as a kid. The age gap was only four years. He glances at Seungjin, he had the jaded eyes that other’s his age didn’t usually have. Himchan had gotten that look far too early in life.

He sighs, pushing the papers away. “I think people have an affinity with being anything than what they are: simple, routine, maybe even boring. We want to be special, even if it means losing a little of what makes us people. That’s how the monsters get you, how they make you one of them.”

When himchan thought ‘monsters’, he thought vampires, he thought lycanthropes. He didn’t used to think of other humans, but working with the police had blurred the line of what made someone human, and what made them monsters. He’d seen some things. “Did you want a zombie raised?” He finally asks, folding his fingers over the death, “You’re paying good money for my time, after all.”

Animators, Inc. was the first firm in Korea to offer professional animators to the public: for a fee. It was a sister branch to a firm in the states. Ten years ago, America had made vampires legal citizens. Making it murder to kill the monsters. South Korea had only followed in recent years, although you could still kill a vamp on sight in many other countries. Most Koreans still believed that zombies, werewolfs, and vampires were myths, fairy tails. But the supernatural was real, and Himchan had studied abroad to get a degree in predernatural biology, on top of his natural talent as a necromancer. He now raised the dead for a living, and worked as the 'monster expert’ to help police investigate and stop supernatural crime.

You could say he stayed close to the monsters. Sometimes, people considered necromancy to be just as bad as lycanthropy. He shrugged internally. Seungjin was his last client for the evening, and in the winter there was less business for zombie-raising than the other three seasons. People seemed to believe that you couldn’t raise the dead in the snow. He let them believe it, he needed the break.