Release by Alex Fegley
Hi guys, it's your favorite non-famous tumblr kid. Anyway, this is a poem I wrote a while back, I think on August 12th. If you had been a follower of mine back in the Summer you might remember a certain boy I posted about often, Aerien S. Well, if you don't he was someone I really liked and someone I pursued in a relationship with. Since I have been gone for so long I never got the chance to say that he dumped me. Not because I did anything wrong, but because he felt the need to be single. I understood. His letter to me was sweet and definitely pure. I know him inside and out, and he was nervous because I was the first person he had ever broken up with. I wrote this poem for him the night before he went back home to California. I hope you all enjoy it as much as he did the first time he read it.
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Grief, anguish, and guilt, Over time has been built. You require many holders, For the pressure upon your shoulders.
You prefer to be solitary, You alone with the weight to carry. Afraid to make friends annoyed, Leaving yourself internally destroyed.
Deep inside very well you know, The opposite you must go. Release your feelings, lay them down, So you'll no longer need to frown.
Let it be I as your holder, To make your heart a little less colder. Give to me your feelings, And never be alone in you dealings.
Dedicated to Aerien S. (Aka - Ryan Cruz)