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My moment, my time

To have people still raving about your performance and it's been two days already, now that's a blessing. I guess I wasn't lying when I said I like the feeling of being on stage. It's the intensity, the thrill, it's everything man. This past Saturday, I participated on my schools ASO play. I mean from the practice to the actual day of the show everything was thrilling. I miss the pure laughter I had at practice with the other actors. My stomach use to ache. Anywho someway somehow I got convinced to do this play. I'm a shy girl (I think) and dislike doing stuff like that, so I'm very surprised I gave in. When I gave in, I didn't en believe myself. I was nervous to ct in front if my fellow actors, however I had to break out that shell. I couldn't flirt lol and the act that I had to sit on my partners lap annoyed me. The first day was soooooo awkward lol. I was getting second thoughts about the play. I didn't wanna be a house girl and I didn't want to sit on anyone's lap lol. I'm crazy lmao. By the third practice things got smoother. Lol so final practice which was last week Thursday was the highlight. Everyone loved my performance so much, they thought I should have more lines lol (generally I had two small parts and three lines for each) lol.. But they wanted me to have my own gossiping scene which I never practiced for. All week I had anticipated the show, however I woke up Saturday cringing, I didn't want to do it. I was NERVOUS!!!! I had stage fright wayyyyyy before the show. We had practice at 5:30pm which NVR happened lol but when I got to the venue, fear grew inside me. I thought the place was too small. The show started roughly at nine. Smh CP time. The first time I got on stage, it was Afafa; Afafa was doing her thing. Every time after that it was AFAFA! I had learned how to separate the two. The flirty scene I had was turntable up. All I remember was hearing the crowd go BANANAS and this stupid DJ went on to play a lusty slow jam -_- lol. After that was intermission. I went out and ppl were telling me I did good lol. I was just like blah, trying to find a balance between ring humble and confident. The next few scenes were some of my favorites. I had my solo scene where I messed up like twice lol and then the hospital scene and the reunion. Everyone seemed to like the reunion idea lol. In the reunion the wife get back with the hubby and I end u single, there was also confessionals made where I said the infamous line "started from the bottom, now I'm here"- which also was a crowd pleaser. Well during the reunion scene I got kicked of the stage lol. This is something I will take with me. It's been several days and the amount of people who praised my performance is remarkable. I am truly delighted that it went well. My old boo gave me a thumbs up lol, random people lee telling me how great it was, I'm just stunned lol. Whether its "Afafa" or "started from the bottom now I'm here" people are still raving about it lol. I am tight I had to pay five dollars though. -_- like Actors suppose to get paid na mean? But now that I have conquered stage fright for the fifth time and also "public speaking" on to bigger and better things, iA!!!! Content