lately its been really weird? usually i always feel like i'm one wrong move away from death but the past couple days i've felt like i am _going_ to die? like i can feel what it feels like to have your life slipping away? And yeah ive had that sense before (due to...something im not going to mention here) but lately ive just... like, i see a character in something die, and i can pretty much feel what it is to be in their place. the weight on their mind, the feeling of weightlessness that tends to accompany being nearly dead.
that doesn't normally happen unless something bad is going to happen. i think i oughta take it as a warning -- this feeling -- and stay under the radar and safe for a while. usually something p bad happens after the initial stage of anxiety evolves into... this.
