May 23, 2024
Phonecall thoughts
Paradoxically long distance
You're my favorite person
And yet I tear up at the thought of you
You make me cry
And yet I love you so.
What happens when I've seen you for the last time?
How do I prepare for there being no,
See you next time
No guarantees ever again
No chance to look back on a shared nostalgia
How can I look forward to seeing you again?
When it's just become
The end.
I still keep up our picture you gave me on the wall
Just in case you decide to visit.
Really I know you wont
So call it wishful thinking
In the small chance you do.
But dare I say I'm glad you dont?
That souring conversation something i'm not sure i could face