#agent helios

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"I wonder what he looks like under those..." Forra, thinking about Helios' eyes under his goggles.

Forra, if she’d ask, would receive a picture on her datachron. In a room lit with a strange mint green light, Helios’s face would appear, his eyes shown to be a fathomless gold. Like two suns. The brilliant color almost held a sense of wrongness in them, as if they weren’t suppose to naturally be that hue. << BD See? I’m a normal human being, lololol >>

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What is your muse’s favorite type of porn? (Helios)

The video feeds from Alex’s apartment security system, either from scenes they’ve done together or from watching him play with himself. He’s addicted to that freckled butt.

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(( Ahhhhh! This event was built and planned so amazing, and then I receive this in the mail!! It was like the cherry on top! This person needs a medal for such a good job and so many little details that made this a positive DELIGHT of a cross-faction event! So glad I went--and not just because it’s now canon that Helios is 1) not too shabby at fighting for a noodle, and 2) a pretty badass pilot ))

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⚡ 🌊🌈 💀 💰For the heh man himself, Helios

⚡ - In their eyes, do the ends justify the means?Yes. Always. No matter what. He has a goal, and if whatever he does meets that goal? Justified. His goals are 99% of the time well-intentioned (that 1% is looking at you, Alex) however, so he never -means- to hurt anyone. However…9/10 he either hurts or alienates them from him. He doesn’t have the time to be patient for things like ‘privacy’ and ‘decency’, he has things to do before his time is up! He has to make the world a better place!🌊 - Have they ever come close to drowning (Or have they caused someone else to drown?)Both.🌈 - Are they the type to put on a face and act like things are hunky dory when in reality they aren’t? Completely. Even for himself. Helios is always smiling, always giving his nervous ‘heh’s of a laugh, even when things have gone horribly, horribly wrong. Because his current personality is a rushed, mangled mess just like his actions and intentions. He thinks beaming in someone’s face when they’re scared will help them. He thinks he can save anyone and everyone. But he’s still just a quiet, anxious little kid like he was before he was diagnosed with his wasting disease.💀 - Have they ever killed before? (Bonus points if you mention why!)Helios has killed a lot for the criminal organization he used to belong to. And he kills anyone in his way as a quick fix to get to his ‘higher’ intentions.💰 - Have they ever stolen before? If so, what did they steal and why?Does stealing other people’s information count? Because the hacker has stolen A LOT then. He also steals funds from ‘corrupt’ or ‘too rich’ businesses and gives them to charities and such…almost so frequently that it could be considered a hobby. He himself is kept up well by a family member, so he doesn’t need it for himself.

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⚡️ Tell us what your crush or ideal crush would be like. (Nero/Slots/Helios)

(( Slots hasn’t been remade in Wildstar yet--I’m still trying to come up with a backstory for an undead space pirate captain--but I can do Nero and Helios ))

Helios rocked back and forth in his chair, staring off into the distance--beyond blue holoscreens and rapidly filing by characters. “Mrrrrm...”

Nero was nearby, sitting on the ground and leaning against his older brother’s metal desk. The dim blue light above gave him enough to use to see where his multitool went, as he worked on a spybot that had gotten crunched under someone’s foot. A flapping, long fingered hand in his face got his attention in a snort and scoff.

“Soooooo...when’re you gonna settle down?” The goggles over Helios’ eyes mirrored the scrolling numbers and letters on the screen, peering down at an angle to the deadpanning stouter brother.

“You tryin’ to get rid of me already?” Nero was already turning back to his work, brushing Helios off while his face locked up. Don’t want to talk about this, Helios.

Helios, sadly, never seemed to get social cues colored in ‘fuck off’. “Noooo, but...one can’t help noticing you don’t seem to be even TRYING to find anyone--”

“Helios.”

“--and as your older brother, m’guessin’ I should probably be tryin’ to bring you under my wing, help you--I dunno, work off the constant irritability you seem to be sufferin’ from--”

“HELIOS.”

The noodle at the computer stuffed his head closer to his shoulders in a sheepish cringe, grinning not so sheepishly with his hands up while Nero scowled from below. His younger brother was bright red in the face; he couldn’t help teasing him! He had been fun to tease since the day he was born. “Alright, alright!” Brief pause. “What’s even your type? Maybe I can look out for somebody around the city--”

“Don’t.” Nero exhaled, bright red eyes back on the barely held-together bundle. He went back to piecing the broken bot together with new fervor, muttering an added retort, “There’s not a type. Forget it and worry about yerself.”

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(( A bit of writing that was an attempt to make the two chuckleheads answer this at the same time but ended up being ‘well Nero is a hard walnut to crack but I’m too attached to this to not post it SO’. Nero likes people who have good intentions, strong in spirit, and make him laugh and/or very kindhearted. Helios likes someone who challenges him and lets him have a good time, but he’s also fiercely protective and wants to care for something and spoil it.

Physically, Nero has nothing that makes him aesthetically or sexually drawn to anyone, but muscular men and women make him get embarrassed and shy, and ‘smols’ (smaller noodles who can’t defend themselves as well as him) always get him, like a worm on a hook. Helios’ taste are wide and vast, but he loves things about a person’s look that makes them stand out. Like scars, skin issues, stretchmarks, or FRECKLES. Anything he can kiss and grin at them about to make them love that part of themselves too. ))

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★ for Alex

I like you (and want you desperately to like me) / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you / You are family / I would take a bullet for you / I would shoot you / I would lie am lying to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose (if it would keep you safe) / I would say something cruel to you accidentally  / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you / You annoy me/ You amuse me / I’d laugh at you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me / You confuse me / I wish I knew you better / I trust you / I don’t trust you / You inspire me / I consider you an equal / You are beneath me / You’re better than me / I would trust you with my life / I think you’re mean / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a good person / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you / I would hurt other people for you / I’m not sure how to make you happy / I’m a bad influence on you / You deserve better than me / We make a great team / I’d have a one night stand with you / I’d have a relationship with you (if I could, if reality would allow it) / I would marry you / I fantasize about our life together (if I was someone else) / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets / You disgust me / You intimidate me / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me  / I’m scared of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d abandon you (Never) / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I despise how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need / I would protect you / I’d visit you in hospital / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel guilty if I hurt you ( Fucking do right now, Scions) / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me / I feel nothing for you / You’re reckless / You’re bossy / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt me more than anyone else /

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My two-faced characters and how they actually are inside.Helios - ‘I’M THE HERO!! i’M SO CONFIDENT HAHAHA EVERYTHING’S GREAT AND FINE…! I AM DYING BUT THAT MEANS I GET TO LOVE AND ENJOY LIFE MORE THAN EVER!! I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO BEFORE I DIE I HAVE TO BE MEMORABLE TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS POSSIBLE–’ Actual Helios - *sobs, clutching hair, wringing hands* I have no control, nothing matters, I have no friends, no one will remember me. I want to go home, I have no home. I want to be safe, there is no safe place. Please, some deity, I don’t want to die. Not yet, not yet…

Nero - I don’t need anyone, everyone is a backstabbing snake. I just want to survive. Trusting people is a stupid idea. I’m fine. Get away from me, who are you? Actual Nero - Fuck you FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU FOR HURTING ME!! FUCK YOU!! *angry sob* Why does this keep happening?? Why can’t I have anything nice or what I want?! Why can’t I just LIVE?!?Aelia - Everything’s fine. Don’t give up. Stand by me, we’ll make it through this. Everyone is secure, nothing will go wrong, I will stamp down every threat and push us towards greatness. You’re all my family, and I trust you.Actual Aelia - AHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!