#aiden yearning

[aidyaiden]

"the only girl I ever loved was Andrew in drag" but Andrew is transmasc, the drag is him dressing fem and I am Andrew

[aidyaiden]

i am a jealous person and i know it but i fucking hate it and i wish i wasnt

[aidyaiden]

he sits down, one way or another i end up laying down with my thighs on his lap, he puts his hand on my thigh and leaves it there for probably over half an hour

[aidyaiden]

when you're on a huge couch alone with him and you gravitate towards each other, moving closer until your arms and legs are pressed together, and if you need to stand up and do something, you make sure to sit back as close to him as you were before

[aidyaiden]

not even religious but im abt to start praying for a sweet funny and open minded guy who likes me and wanna date me even tho im transmasc but presents femininely

[aidyaiden]

daydreaming abt a guy when he's actively beside me

[aidyaiden]

transmasc and fem presenting but give me a boyfriend urrrhfhhrgh

[aidyaiden]

i know its getting bad when i immediately look over when i hear him laughing and when i unconsciously seek his gaze from across the room