May 28
so I did actually bring out my sketchbook.
that was a bad idea.
I got stuff from 10 years ago, got me emotional. (but not like in a bad???? way???)
Idk it's got me confronting some feelings and thoughts and such head on — but I think the over arching feeling is thankfulness????
insert confused pentecostal praise dancing here
#personal#blog#emotions#feelings#art#oh lawd#was this really a good idea#I'm going to have to come back to this#on a different day#when I am emotionally prepared#BRUH I CANNOT RN#I just wANNA DRAW ALLIGATORS AND DRAGONS#geez man I am ... so far removed from what it was the#thank you God#Fr fr#aigooo#girl these feelings are just a lot more than what I can handle rn#cannot casually bring these up
