Apologies whose requests are still sitting in my inbox I have completed two and will be posting them soon!💕
So I was having writers block for a while and suddenly got a brain rot while re reading the manga and damn hear me out on this
Dazai x reader
angst to fluff(?)
warning: manga spoilers
A SQUEEZE
When you were informed by Fukuzawa-san that Dazai was taken to the Yokohama Special Ability Prison where he would be kept captive for time unknown. All of a sudden his mysterious actions over the past few days vaguely started to make sense.
You were not stupid, nope. In fact your insight in a situation was invaluable to many, but when it came to Dazai Osamu you were vulnerable to his plans and actions. Yet you loved him for it.
You recalled all those conversations between the two of you over the week:
“Y/n in case of a situation if I am not there stay calm and collected okay? Keep this pocket knife with you all the time just in case. And trust only the people we both know”
”I love you no matter what okay?”
“Ah I am going to miss this”
“Y/n you will have plenty of time without me later!! Cuddle with me!!”
“Y/n how about I teach you some martial arts for self defence huh?”
“Y/n don’t trust anyone if you don’t know them before hand or if you are doubtful even a tad bit about their intentions.”
“Trust Ango and Akutagawa with your life if possible”
You had speculated that he would probably be on a mission which resulted in him taking these over protective measures but a calamity of this extent was unpredictable.
He had only gone to a stupid competition right? So how come he suddenly gets imprisoned during the light of day?
Ango had erased all his past records from government files. So how come someone randomely got their hands on it?
All hell broke loose when The Armed Detective Agency was declared a criminal organisation on TV and especially when a few men came to your doorsteps. And with them? Ango.
“Y/n L/n there is no time to explain anything and I believe you have already heard the news about the ADA?”
“Stop spouting nonsense Ango. The ADA has done nothing wrong. It’s a totally framed situation and you know it too, so stop acting. Additionally I deserve an explanation for all the shit that’s happening. And I am so not in the mood to play along. Plus you know who is behind this plan don’t you?”
However you were taken aback when he spoke the next sentence.
“Cooperate with us or else you will be forced to Y/n L/n. Being an acquaintance of the ADA and the girlfriend of Osamu Dazai you are suspected of treason.” He pushed up his glasses as he spoke with absolute sternness.
You remembered what Dazai had told rather taught you over the last few days. Trust Ango with your life if possible.
All you had to do was trust him. There was more to this than it seemed. Plus you were no ability user getting out of here with just your martial art skills would be an impossible feat.
Considering all your options to escape in a moment you gave in.
You held out your hands in front of you reluctantly as they handcuffed you and guided you out of your own house.
However the “stern commanding act” of Ango only ever lasted till you were inside the Special Ability Division HQ’s. As soon as you were in, your handcuffs were unlocked and you were apologised to profusely by his staff.
“Y/n I am sorry back there. You can never know who is tailing you. Being your enemy right now is only a front so bear with us for now”
“So whom are we fooling with this fake enemity? May I know?”
“Fyodor. A plan of this scale can only be planned by that rat. Dazai has entrusted your safety to me. You are to stay here until everything is resolved and the ADA will be gathered here soon if possible”
“Typical of him…Anyways Where is everyone else right now?”
“Scattered across the city. Some are underground, Port Mafia. By now we have lost track. The situation does not seem good. From what I heard the Hunting Dogs are being assigned to this case.”
“If that is so, you should focus on bringing the non combative and no ability users who are acquaintances of the ADA here. Others would be able to hold off even for a little while against them. Naomi and Haruno and the secretaries should be brought here as soon as possible. The coffee shop owner and his wife are in trouble too for housing so called ‘criminals’”
“I see. That’s valuable intel on our side. I will make sure to do just that first”
You paused a little before biting your lip and speaking up again “Can I meet him atleast once Ango? Just a minute of contact would be fine. I only wanna know if he is okay”
“I am afraid not but he has been sending messages from within prison and there has been one specially addressed to you”
The note he handed to you held two simple words to the normal eyes but a nostalgic understanding for you :
To belladonna,
Squeeze Squeeze.
You were never one for PDA. Hell, your boyfriend was the definition of PDA. So you both had a rule made, a few days into the relationship. Whenever he wanted to hug you or cuddle with you, he would squeeze your hand twice in public to indicate that he wanted to get all touchy with you and thus you would excuse yourself from your present company and follow him somewhere private.
But it also meant something along the lines of: I love you too much….you?
And you would return the affection by squeezing his hands three times in return meaning : I love you more!
But seeing this now broke you down.
God knows how he was being treated there, whether he was eating, sleeping or even resting well to be honest.
Your insomniac lover could never sleep without holding your hands (touch starved child) so you wondered if he was tired from the lack of rest by now. If he felt all alone right this moment.
You held the note tight in your hand withholding your tears. You would not cry. You could not cry.
You couldn't afford to waste any more time when you knew how everyone else was in danger and they needed the help of your strategies more than ever. You would never surrender to the likes of Fyodor. You would play your part in this fiasco thoroughly.
When you both had started dating you knew about the complications of his job and the dangers that came with it. You had promised yourself to be his constant source of strength, not weakness and you would uphold that promise till the end.
This was a chess board now. Fyodor and Dazai, king against king, in a game of wits and you would play your part as the queen.
“Ango I will be completely honest. In simple words you don't need to provide me shelter and also, Tell me where Ranpo is. now.”
Months passed since that day, here you were in front of your office. Things had returned back to normal. almost.
The ADA had been proven not guilty of any crimes in a worldwide telecast and it was back to functioning normally in a new office for the moment, the older one being completely destroyed.
Yokohama was utterly annihilated but people were slowly moving on form the incident. Shops, offices and schools were gradually opening too. But your life was not yet completely normal. Dazai hadn't been released yet by the court's law and substantial investigation was still ongoing.
Dazai’s case was being presented in court and the trials seemed to last longer than they should have. He should have been released by now. You lay in your once shared bed with Dazai’s coat in embrace. The nostalgic smell of cheap cologne had faded too. All that was left were memories attached to it. Sweet Subtle memories.
You dozed off reminiscing about all the drunken nights full of giggles with you draped in his coat and him lying beside you.
When you woke up you felt hands holding yours. You jumped with a start and in the darkness of the room you saw a brunette kissing your knuckles slowly and carefully. Tending to each of them with utmost care as if they were the maximum of his worries right now,
He slowly looked up with tears lacing his brown orbs as he looked into yours which were equally wet with tears.
His eyes seemed so tired with drowsiness lacing his posture.
“Belladonna.... your poor lover couldn’t sleep without you in the prison.. won’t you hug me to sleep?”
His voice which was usually honey laced was now dripping with exhaustion and fatigue. He was holding his guard down tonight, only for you to see and embrace.
You beckoned him in bed and stroked his hair as he laid his head on your chest. He sighed in bliss as he felt that familiar warmth spreading withing him all over again.
He was finally reunited with his queen. Yes, you were his queen and the sole reason for his victory over someone as demonic as Fyodor. You were able to understand his plans and guide everyone accordingly.
The constant source of light and strength - Y/n
He laced his fingers with yours and squeezed it twice. He had been dying to do this rather than sending it in codes to Ango who would then read it shamelessly before giving it to his love, that bastard.
He had been dying to just lay lazily in your arms all day. Ramble about various things, hearing your occasional hums of approval and chuckles all the while listening keenly to the heartbeat of his angel.
He was living for the day he would be able to hold you in his arms again without any worry plaguing his mind.
He could not sleep at nights without embracing a part of you with him but when he did close his eyes it was only out of involuntary exhaustion.
When released out of prison he ran home for he knew you were waiting for him. For he knew it was his home. The place he could return to. He could return to you and your light.
Your light was never blinding It was only subtle, just enough to keep him at bay. Not overwhelming, just sweet warmth.
For nothing ever seemed to go right for this man and everything right soon meant nothing. But even a wilted flower gives birth to fresh blossoms so who was he to reject your love and warmth giving birth to something even warmer within him?
Noticeable or not he soon felt his hand being squeezed thrice in return and thus he smiled lightly before falling into his much deserved slumber.
i don’t know if your request are open but if they are can you pleaseee write hcs with dazai and his s/o getting married plss!!
Hey anon thanks for requesting, I had a severe brain rot while writing this hence the delay! Enjoy your 📖 😩🥰 stay safe and hydrated
Congratulations on marrying Dazai!!
The night before the wedding he won’t be able to sleep, why? because you both had made a "pact" to not kiss or touch each other from a month before the wedding so that your wedding kiss becomes extra special~
This touch starved man was swimming in dreams about the next day, holding you in his arms for the first time in a decade, kissing you after an eternity (it only felt like that to him) and most of all becoming one for life.
The fact that you both had a competition about who would write the best wedding vow also deprived him of sleep. He had been working on it for the past three weeks but nothing seemed to complement the importance of the occasion which would stay in his memory for life.
How was he supposed to let his already perfect wife (geez what’s the hurry?!) know how much fortunate he is to be able to be her groom!
Chuckling giddily to himself he just looked at your picture on his desk. It was a picture of you wearing a yukata and holding a bag full of little fishes you had caught last year at the festival. And to think this beautiful angel was about to be his and he was about to be hers tomorrow made him smile involuntarily.
Nothing seemed to ruin his mood anymore not even Kunikida’s constant nagging about him needing his beauty sleep before the wedding and following the schedule second to second.
After god knows how many blood vessels that were sacrificed, he finally lay down on the bed while looking at the stars through his window.
To him you were not the moon, Nope. If you were the moon you would have reduced his whole being to ashes with your light.….you were the stars that filled up the night slowly but steadily, and before the night could even fathom it’s already basking in the light of the stars.
That’s what you were to him, the stars…He was the night sky basking in your light and would do for ages to come.
When morning came so did complicated thoughts and giddy feelings. He could feel butterflies in his stomach all the while fighting off negative thoughts about himself but the happiness today was enough to over-weigh the latter.
Seeing you after a week was truly such a bliss. As he got ready in his white tux (bonus at the end ;D) he keeps imagining how you would look in that white gown you had secretly sent him pics of two nights before. He had smiled quietly at your excitement then.
When he became ready he took one last look at all those crumpled up papers filled with incomplete vows but what use were they of anyway if they couldn't express his feelings fully. He would speak whatever his mind told him to rather than following a piece of paper.
As he proceeded towards the venue of the wedding, an outdoor wedding, he felt as though the heavens themselves were congratulating him on his future by the clear skies and slight cherry blossoms starting in to bud a bit early than other years.
And under them a chair.....reserved for Oda seemed to be so at peace…..it was the only chair which had a Chrysanthemums and carnations kept on it. He had never asked for this arrangement since he thought it would be weird but then he realised it was you, the only person he did not have to voice out his wishes to.
when you had asked what Oda’s favourite flowers were, or his favourite drink and colour it was all for this.
Yup, it was perfect. As time went by he starts to feel nervous. What if he messes up? What if you decide that he is worthless to devote your whole life to? But all those flutter away as he hears the car of the bride stopping at the archway to the wedding.
He takes one last glance at Oda’s chair and stands at the altar waiting for you to enter with the grace you possess and the light you shine.
And there you were, wearing that same gown you had clicked pictures of, light blue in colour which seemed to compete with that of the sky, but it was you who won the match anyway.
You swayed along with the light breeze in the air matching their pace, locking your arms with your father on one side and Fukuzawa san on the other. You were giggling and smiling brightly at every little thing on the way.
The little girl and boy throwing flowers on your path, at the little squirrel that passed by your foot, at Ranpo drooling at the sweets, Yosano already goddamn drunk, Kenji talking to people about various breeds of cows and most of all your husband to be standing at the altar with his hand outstretched for you to hold on to for life.
But oh? He was crying. A single tear slipped through his eyes as he looked at your god like form embracing every single dark entity of his being with such gentleness and benignity being careful to not break him at the same time.
You walked up to him, your own eyes glistening with tears as you took his hands. Your hands on his felt like it was what it was meant to be. His hands were made to fit yours perfectly and oh so gently.
Now he realised what you meant when you made that pact because you wanted this feeling to become this special, this innocent and this imprinting.
The priest smiled at you both as you couldn’t keep your eyes off each other, Everyone sat down as the priest started reciting the wedding speech.
"So do you Dazai Osamu take y/n l/n as your rightful wife till you breathe your last?"
"Just like how the night cannot live without the star’s shine. Just like the moon can’t shine without the sun……I cannot leave her till I breathe my last. Till Death do us apart, I Do."
You smiled at his sincere vow. He had never once looked away from your gaze and you could tell how much love those eyes held for you.
"And do you y/n l/n take Dazai Osamu as your rightful husband till you breathe your last?"
All the vows you had kept written in your mind disappeared as you started speaking your heart. " I will always hold you up whenever you fall down. I will give you all the love that you were deprived of. I will do everything in my power to make sure no harm comes your way. After all a star cannot shine during the day. It needs the night to shine and embrace it with light. So be my night Osamu...Till Death do us apart, I Do.”
And then he kissed you even before the Priest could say the word “kiss”. He kissed you with such passion and love, adoration for you filled his eyes as he held you close for the rest of the night.
You both didn’t need each other to tell whose vow was best because you both knew that together both vows were better than they ever could sound alone.
And then came the dance, the dinner, the congratulating voices, but Dazai couldn’t wait any longer.
And so when everyone was out there celebrating, you both had snuck out to your new home, where what happened next is something the world doesn’t need to know.
The End
Dazai in a tux 😩
CREDIT FOR FANART BELOW: @hichuya from Twitter
(Psst thank you anon💞)
Thank you for the amazing art!! 💞
And this is the wedding dress I meant
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BSD Poe x female reader who is introverted and her ability lets her talk to nocturnal animals like Karl. Karl and reader talking while reader translates for Poe.🥰🥺
Hey there!! I finally got the motivation to write and Poe? Well he is a cutie 🥰 so here I go !!
"Karl...Let Poe's manuscript go now.....Slowly.....Yes, you did it..”
The raccoon who was creating a ruckus for the past half an hour finally gave in and let go of the piece of expensive writing paper with a grunt.
He jumped down from the high cupboard with agility and made his way towards the mistress of the house, you.
“Only this time though. Next time if I don’t get my premium imported cookies, I will chew Poe’s head next. Heh”
“I will try to bring them as soon as possible Karl….”
Karl finally put an end to the argument with a satisfied grin of having made his way yet again in this household as he laid down on your lap, ready for a quick nap.
As Karl drifted off to wonderland, Poe, who for the past hour was hiding behind an overturned sofa, came out. He looked frantically with panicked eyes at Karl lying peacefully in your lap.
Only then did he relax, realising the end of the tantrum, the third this week.
You looked around the parlour of your house as papers chewed lay strewn across the floor. Sofas overturned and ink dribbling down the fallen bottles. Although this wasn’t the only parlour in the house. There were so many that you had lost count. But still, the state of the room made you feel disappointed at the increased work for the maids.
Poe gently sat down beside you on the couch carefully so as to not wake Karl up again.
“I am so sorry love…I will see to it that the cookies arrive soon. And I will make sure the room is spotless and clean before long. I know you like cleanliness.”
You shake your head at your husband’s endless generosity. You both were newlyweds and so he never let you do anything around the house.
He treated you so well that you felt like a queen. But you needed something to do to last the time.
Tending to the gardens, helping Poe with his ideas, looking after the household, maintaining finances were your duties. Neither did you want to be overworked nor jobless, so the work was perfect for someone like you.
“It’s alright Poe….I am just worried we will be seeing more of these tantrums if those cookies don’t arrive soon”
“Seems like Karl is the real master of the house…I should tell the butler that..”
You both fell silent for a while before breaking into a quiet laugh as your head fell on his shoulders. Then silence arrived but a comfortable one. The silence one could bask in all day and still crave for more.
The chirping of crickets in your lawn could be heard in the hot summer afternoon. Paired with the melodious singing of the birds in the nearby trees. A dog could be heard barking in the neighbour’s mansion. The maids were heard giggling with each other as they mowed the lawn and watered the flowers. Downstairs the scent of lunch being prepared was also watering.
Such an afternoon was much seemed after by you. It symbolised such peace and serenity, what could one want more? And top of it having Poe right beside you all the time was also quite heavenly, since his work didn’t require him outside much.
You heard Poe sigh from beside you.
“Love, what do the crickets Chirp so loudly about?”
You couldn’t help but laugh at this question. Poe has always had a strong curiosity towards different topics and personalities and after meeting you his affinity towards animals had increased double fold and so had their appearance and importance in his books.
All owing to your ability of being able to talk and understand animals.
“Hmm…Poe, crickets chirp…to- umm how do I explain it….attract females for…mating?”
You couldn’t control your chuckle at his wanton expression of confound surprise. Learning something so surprising was new for your all knowing lover. It was quite rare to have caught him in ignorance of information.
You both were a quiet couple so having Poe this astonished and expressing himself was not something you got to see everyday.
“Do other animals do this too? No wait you have to listen to this everyday?? Can’t you mute out your ability??”
“If I could I would but it seems I have no option but to listen their feuds and other stuff…but don’t worry I feel more at peace with you. You cancel them out Poe, with just your voice, so just be there for me and talk to me…..?”
You blushed at having confessed something like this. You yourself were quite shy and avoided expressing yourself too much. Your cheeks grew red with passing time as no reply continued to come out of Poe. You kept your head still on his shoulder, listening to his breathing.
While Poe wasn’t too far off either. One would think he got a heatstroke at the rate he was turning red.
You stood up to leave quietly when Poe’s hand gently grabbed your wrist. You didn’t have a chance to think before you were pulled back down on the couch with your head on his lapsed his hands in your hair, Twirling your hair.
“Don’t look up okay…? And do you mind if I talk to you about the idea of my new book….”
You could imagine his face all tomato red and embarrassed for acting this proactive but you liked it nonetheless. The afternoon was making you brave and the peace was making him bold.
You smiled gently at his kindness as he willingly wanted to become your noise cancelling headphones. Also, You could use some break from the noises surrounding you all the time.
“Why not? I think Karl would love it too” as you glanced at Karl who had now woken up and was settled beside you, all ready to listen to Poe intently.
Well this afternoon was going to be fun.
Thanks for bearing with me @ravenina14 I finally felt satisfied with what came out in this fic. I hope you like it too!! And I will finish the other one soon too.
hi, could I ask for some comfort for a depressed reader with Chuuya or Atsushi? I've been feeling pretty bad lately and I'm just in need of some fluff with them
Hey there fin(please tell me what to call you!)
I am really sorry for the delay of your request!! And I will try to give you the best possible fluff! I hope you can feel happy all over again on reading this! And if you feel like it my ramble corner is always open so come by whenever you like, okay?
Here you go!
Warnings: Depressions
Characters: Atsushi x reader
꧁༒ 𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉༒꧂
"Y/n!! Look I got these flowers from the vendor on the street today! Aren't they-" He stopped in his tracks when he saw you.
He had expected you to probably be on the couch reading a book or doing some work on the laptop however....
When you both had started dating he had known you as the most organised person ever however here you were lying in that same spot among the huddled blankets as he had seen you earlier in the morning before leaving for work today. He could hear small stifled sniffles coming from within the heap. And then they suddenly stopped.
"Y/n....? Are you okay? Please don't hide from me....Tell me what has happened so that I can help you...."
You looked up from within the blankets making sure to not reveal your bloodshot eyes and red-flushed cheeks from moments before and tried to flash a warm smile towards your love so as to not surprise or worry him because of your problems. He already had enough to worry about than have you add to his burdens.
"Hey...I am sorry I couldn't come to greet you... I was actually feeling under the weather so I was home today and couldn't commute to work as well...."
But you couldn't fool a person who could recognise you from the sound of your heels. You had been wearing the same night suit as last night and your hair was a mess.
As much as you tried to keep your voice from breaking down but you couldn't keep a sob down, so while there was a silence in the room your tears started falling again. You let out a quiet whimper as you could feel yourself spiralling into your depressing thoughts.
Atsushi ran towards you and pulled you in a bear hug.
Whenever it was him who was in this state you always cuddled up to him, whispering encouraging things so now he would return the favour by trying his best to comfort you in your vulnerability and weakest moments.
"Hey hey...its okay. Shh....I am here.... I am here now, just tell me everything that's going through your mind okay? I promise I will be a good listener."
"I-Its nothing really. I just felt...felt so much pressured by work, expectations by people and all that I couldn't handle it anymore. The burden doesn't seem to end no matter how much I try though! Perhaps I am just not trying hard enough...?"
"Not at all! I know for all that you work really hard to strive towards your goal but a little break here and there is fine! You can never over exert yourself okay? I won't let you.....How about we go for a small trip to Yokosuka tomorrow? For two to three days? I will ask Kunikida-san about the pending holiday. okay?"
He snuggled up close to you wrapping you like a burrito inside the duvet and massaged your scalp to relax your thoughts while you calmly consider his proposal. You gave in to your thoughts about his plan and it seemed to be quite exciting to be able to spend three days with your love in a quiet and serene place away from all these feelings.
You gave a slight nod and hugged him closer to you to feel his comforting warmth. Suddenly you felt exhaustion take over you. It had been a long day of thoughts and tears and you finally felt at peace after letting it all out to someone who cherished you.
Even though you could never fathom why you had this anxiety and panic attack all of a sudden today you could feel safe and relaxed in his arms again.
After all someone rightly said -
"Sometimes a hug is the better answer even when the question is not known"
and you knew that you both have each other to answer your questions for now, tomorrow and the days to come.
Had a fun time i will upload this page regularly with more memes!
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