#ailiestewart

[naomi-carson]

Dear future me

Dear future me,

I hope that you live in a world where the Initiative is gone or at the very least on it’s last legs.

I hope you’re living your life without having to look over your shoulder and you can walk down the street and not be constantly thinking about how someone might black bag you or how you’re going to have to fight and find the nearest escape route.

I hope that you can get a good night sleep and the nightmares have stopped.

I hope that those phantom aches are gone and that when you look at yourself in the mirror you can see more than the invisible damaged the Initiative did to you. 

I hope you’re something more than something to fear. 

I hope you’re still alive... 

[jackson-selvaggio]

Confess - from Lia

“You’re my sister. No one understands me or pisses me off more than you do and nothing we say to each other is going to ever change that. I’m with you until the end and you better believe I’m going to be the one that goes first. No way I’m letting another sibling die before me. Especially you. You’re the best of us remaining Selvaggios.” 

[jackson-selvaggio]

Confess

“There’s not a lot of people I truly care about. I take family and this organization seriously, but...it’s easier to take the concept of family more seriously than the actual family itself. You’re an exception. I want you to be okay and I want to use the Syndicate to make the world a place you can be okay in. You don’t deserve this life. You’re one of the few that deserves so much better.” 

[whelanesque]

11 & 12

11. grudges and vendettas

He’s never really been one to hold a grudge. His anger is far more…in the moment. Explosive, if you will. He’s upset about losing Lu and being separated from Rhys for so long. But to say he hates the Initiative would be inaccurate. He pities them, but he understands their fears and jump to take action. It’s a protective instinct. As far as vendettas go, perhaps the only one that would merit such a term would be his desire to fix, or rid himself of, his power.

12. what gets them flustered

Many things. Most social situations. Being flirted with. Being teased. Being the center of attention in a crowd in any way. Being unable to properly express or explain himself. Anything to do with Rhys has a tendency to throw him off-kilter.

[necroticemery-blog]

👀 + Ailie

You shouldn’t be so shy, Ailie. You’re beautiful and smart and funny. 

[necroticemery-blog]

HC + romance

He certainly has the capacity to be romantic when he feels so inclined to be. He doesn’t go out of his way to get the door for just anyone. Em’s idea of romance is cooking a nice meal and spending a quiet evening in. Or perhaps even going on an adventure to find some beautiful natural wonder like a hidden waterfall or some crazy looking tree somewhere. Things that just seem more modest and simplistic but allow for the focus to be on the more important things.

[naomi-carson]

❤ & ♠

❤: Do they consider themselves a good person?

Not by a long shot. Once upon a time she might have considered herself a good person and if you catch her on a good day and she’s feeling especially noble, Naomi might say that she’s fighting for a better a future, a future where something like what happened to her will never happen again. But most of the time Naomi thinks that she’s pretty much a monster. However, that’s something she’s oddly at peace with. 

♠: When would they tell a lie?

Naomi pretty much lies everyday whenever she feels it’s necessary. However, she lies mostly when people ask her if she’s okay.

[wesley-cabot]

2 and 9

2. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you’re doing?

I mean, it might have started out just settling for what I was doing. Been around this lifestyle for so long I didn’t really look at doing anything else. Grew up in the Las Vegas scene and I mean in the REAL Las Vegas scene, the underground one. Never thought twice about becoming what I was. Now that I’m doing it, though -- I’m doing it the way I believe it should be done. I’m running this business how I feel this profession should be run. 

9. If you had a time machine, what one event would you go back and change?

Fuck, that’s a hard question. I could go the selfish route and go back and keep my Dad from getting killed. Or have my Mom go in earlier for treatment than when she did, but I feel like I need to say something a bit more history changing. Could go cliche and go back and sit Hitler down for a good one on one talk? Maybe then the Initiative wouldn’t have anyone to base their stupid organization off of.