↳ ai hoshino x fem!reader !
↳ oneshot !
↳ angst, hanahaki au, wlw !
↳ manga spoilers !
↳ lower case intended !
1287 words excluding disclaimer.
" OH, I SEE. " a (c)-nette female said as tears breamed on her petite eyelashes. a phone was held to her ear as her friend spoke on the speaker.
" i-i'll talk to you later ai. " she said with her voice shaky from her crying. the person who was named ai over the phone realized the girls tone and began to worry.
" wait, [name], are you sure you're okay- " before she could finish. the (c)-nette hanged up. she dropped the phone onto the floor as she closed her eyes and cried into her palms. she slid her back down on the (c) wall causing her to then plop herself onto the floor. she brought her kness to her face and put her arms around her legs.
" i hate you! i hate you ai! why did i fall in love with you! " the idol shouted angrily at herself. she looked to the side to see a photo of her and ai hugging eachother joyfully.
her eyes were filled with dread. she had just found out that her crush had been secretly dating a boy named hikaru kamiki and that she had gotten pregnant with his child.
she had never felt so much sadness before. she felt overwelmed, sad, disheartened, distraught, stress and much more.
over the years of being friends with ai she had developed a crush on her, hoping to confess to her this friday but then instead finding out that ai was secretly dating another person. she felt stupid for thinking that ai would like her.
all of sudden she started coughing agressively and painfully into her hand. once she stopped to look at her hand she saw blood and small petals on her hand.
ofcourse this did not cheer her up at all, she continued to cry more and more. but it wasnt her fault at all. she didnt deserve any pain for just simply loving someone. she just wanted to love someone.
" kaho! have you seen [name] at all this week? " the purple-nette asked her bestfriends other friend, kaho saitozaki. it has been a week since she has last saw her
" no, i haven't , try asking her brother maybe he knows where he is- " kaho said as she rolled her eyes. uncaring of where the (c)-nette could've
" he doesnt know either! " kaho flinched from ai's outburst.
" i- sorry, its just that i miss her and dont know where she is. if you see her anywhere please tell me. " ai apologized. her eyes were filled with sorroe. she knew (name) was an idol and that she couldve been filming a music video but it was so unlike her to just not tell her bestfriend what she was doing.
" i think they said she was on tour. " kaho said as she looked at her phone.
(name) really was the main reason why she wanted to become an idol in the first place. it woulve been very upsetting if the person who inspired her wasnt in her life anymore.
' please come back (name) ' ai thought as she walked away from kaho.
" ON ANOTHER NOTE, famous soloist or idol (name) has gone on haitus due to poor health that has allegedly become even worse. " the man on the news spoke.
it has been two years since ai last saw hikaru and (name). two years since she had her children. she was now eighteen years old. she has tried to get contact to (name) but hasnt gotten any feedback.
so one day she decided to try to visit (name), bringing her kids along with her.
" you sure you want to do this ai? " miyako asked the teen mother.
" mhm! i really hope she's okay though. " ai said as she looked into the horizon. after a few seconds she turned back to the front door that belonged to (name).
she brought her right hand to the door bell as it made a loud chiming noise. after a few seconds a brown haired lady in a maid attire arrived at the door. she had pale blue eyes and she seemed to be around in her early 40's.
" are you here to see (name)-sama? " she asked politely.
" yes, is she around? "
" yes she's at the penthouse's rooftop. " she lead them into the house. the penthouse was well decorated in a modern theme. in the bext room lied many awards that (name) recieved from being the japan's top idol. ai smiled at the sight of the awards feeling happy for her favourite idol's achievements.
the maid offered to watch over the children. assuming they were miyako's children.
miyako nodded in response so that they wouldnt interupt the purple-nettes conversation with (name).
ai walked up the stairs to see a door that had the words rooftop written on it. seeing that it was the right place she walked out to the area.
there (name) was, sitting on a scandinavian styled chair. looking at the horizon with a poker face, yet in ai's eyes she was beatiful. (name) white see-through coat flowed in the wind as a blue colored mug sat in her hand. she wore a blue swimsuit that consisted of a top that was similar to the shale of a bra and a bottom that had resemblemed the same shape of underwear. ai blushed at the revealing swimsuit that she wore.
" (name)? "
(name) widened her eyes as she realized that voice. warm tears began to fall from her eyes as she turned around.
" ai. long time no see. " she said, her voice was more mature and smooth. this made ai's heart flutter.
" come sit. " she gestured to a chair next to the one she sat on. ai obliged and walked towards the chair. to sit down.
" how do it tell you this. um ai... "
" i'm dying. " (name) said as she looked away from ai. she coughed agressively into her hand. flowers fell from her hand
" what? no what do you mean-? " ai tried to ask thinking she meant something else. thinking it was a prank. it had to be. it had to be.
" hanahaki. today's my last day, im dying from love. dying from loving you. " ai's breath hitched as she gasped. she was the one who was killing her, the reason why she was avoiding her.
" ive been avoiding you, to loose my feelings for you. "
" no! (name) its my fault. im so sorry "
" but it didnt work, just i still will love you either way. "
" dont (name), im a horrible person. "
" i wish i couldve told you sooner, but here i am, on my last breath. thank you for being my friend ai. " (name) said as she started to cough vigourously, a line of blood flowed from her mouth. ai tried to aid to her by holding her friend.
" please, (name)..no.. no. "
" please at least remember me. " she brought her hand to her crush's cheek. ai was a loss for words it was all her fault if only she had noticed sooner.
" im going to sleep. i-i'll see you on the other side... " she slowly closed her eyes. her hand fell from ai's face onto the side of the chair.
" im so sorry (name). "
in her last breaths, she felt ai's warm tears fall onto her face. ai had muttered a few words before hugging the (c)-nettes now cold body.
" i love you. "
just at that exact moment, the dead woman's brother walked onto the wooden floor..
all he saw was his friend cradling his dead sister's body. not knowing if she was alive.
" (n-name)...?
on march 30 2018 at 17:54/5:54 pm famous top one idol (name) was pronounced dead from an unknown disease.
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