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[florshedworf]

i havent talked at ALL about the mob votes but FUCKKKK YEEAAHHHHAHAHAHAHHAHH ARMADILLOOOOOO IM SO EXCIYED FOR WOLF ARMOR HOLY SHIT

[delicatelyscrumptiouscupcake]

HOLY SHIT

[atypicalacademic]

13, 34, and G for Milena and however many other Hawkes you like ;)

What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?

Milena thinks she looks best in full plate armor. Armor is not a color. Isabela and I think she looks best in red. She disagrees but defers to her girlfriend.

Olivia thinks she looks great in lavender specifically, and yes absolutely she does and Anders likes to joke that the Maker's favorite Maleficar is entitled to all the poofy lavender gowns in the world.

34. How hard is it for them to shake a sense of guilt?

Milena processes guilt as failure. She wasn't so much Guilty of not saving Leandra but she Failed to protect her like she knew she could. She wasn't guilty of all the deaths in Kirkwall, but she Failed to stop it from happening, despite being and feeling like the Champion. She wasn't guilty of being harsh and cutting, she just. Failed. To protect some people from herself. She likes to not look failure in the eye and is absolutely terrified of having to face it. So she puts it off again and again until she's forced to confront it.

Maxim lives in a near perpetual sense of existential guilt. I think he even finds a sense of comfort in guilt? Because if everything is his fault, then he's somehow in control of something. And if he tries harder, he won't have to lose anyone again, because everything was his fault to begin with. So it's really, really hard for him to shake off a sense of guilt and it takes several character arcs of growth for him to even get there.

G. What trait of theirs bothers you the most?

Milena's got main-character-complex. She's very convinced she's the Only Person who can keep everyone safe, (for eg: she did not let Bethany out of her sight, ever, after the Blight) and often fails to consider that her overprotectiveness and fixation with it can actually harm them.

Olivia's- prissy. Like don't-even-sit-on-my-couch without washing your feet twice, prissy. Shes like those people who were super mean in elementary school and grew out of the worst of it into a fairly charming and functional human being. And her snarkiness and irreverent teasing can veer into hurtful territory if she feels wronged.

Seraphina can go to great lengths to justify decisions she's made that hurt people. No, she didn't do it simply to "protect Bethany", she really just wanted that coronet.

Viktor, and I say this with love, has yet to meet a healthy coping mechanism.

[theskyexists]

You know what comparing others’ trashy preferences with my own really shines a light on things. and in my eyes. Making things absolutely confusing and disorienting. I’m just like. What is it that is the thing. What make me go nop nop nope nope. Or just a single nope

It’s like. Firewalls or something. actual power differentials vs.

I nope at stockholm syndrome in a Person. A martyr’s gotta know they are suffering. To know they are suffering they’ve still got to be them.

But it’s alright it can be cool others can be aware for them unless

A tormentor is a tormentor is a tormentor if they cross certain lines and the line is humanity. I nope at a an evil presented like a anyrhing else. Malice is malice is malice. Evil is evil is evil.

What’s in giving up to evil? Just terribleness. Just destruction of the self. meaninglessness in suffering. Whats worse than death?

That means that pre-existing conditions of canon can throw a wrench in things.

See none of this holds true always i think so wtf

[h-exed]

my boyfriend and i have fluently spoken in forrest gump accents for the past hour 

[h-exed]

my heart is beating so fast just from talking with you wtf cardio

[h-exed]

2. 10. 23. and 30 (;

2. his name is secret

10. hmm this week has been very very interesting... (: i think i did another first last night though i can't remember ha

23. bad breath, clean shaved face, bad hygiene, chewing with mouth open/shitty table manners, no motivation/goals, loads of acne, dishonesty, being a pushover... any negative thing that would turn a normal person off lol weakness idk lol yeah awk lol

30. my crush. earlier. when he texted me and said good morning and failed miserably with his typing.