To: SenpaiSubject: I’m sorry if this too early.
[ Message ]I just wanted to say good morning, and thank you for joining me to that movie last night. And I’m sorry for falling asleep on you. I’ll try not to invite you out when I haven’t been sleeping well from now on.
Subject: I find this comes up too much.
[ message ]I’m sorry. Really. I know I apologize a lot, and most of the time it’s for very stupid things, but.
[ message ]I mean it every time; especially this time. Sorry.
[ message ]This sounds really stupid, and the hour for this text is ridiculous, I know
[ message ]Are you okay? I just
[ message ]It was a stupid dream, and I know that, but.
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[ message ]I really hate that I invest so much into you, sometimes. Because it isn’t your responsibility to take care of me like you do. We’re not even friends, and I pretty much throw myself at you, and it’s so stupid. I hate that I’ve gotten so attached to you.
[ message ]…Oh. I … didn’t actually mean to send that.
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Subject: … And yet another thing to apologize for.
[ message ]I was going through contacts, deleting people I don’t talk to often, renaming some people. I got to you, and I realized I don’t remember when you went from being ‘Tatsuya - Senpai’ in my phone to just being ‘Senpai.’
[ message ]I know several people that I use Senpai to address, but it’s just you who gets that title solidly these days. I guess it’s because you’re the one who supports me most often through everything. Even when you don’t have to.
[ message ]I … I guess I admire you more than anyone. And it’s the best way I know to relay it. Saying it just doesn’t feel like it encompasses everything? … Maybe because it’s more than that.
[ message ]I mean. I’m not … expecting you’ll ever reciprocate. Honestly, I don’t even expect you to acknowledge it. Because I know your stance on … me, in general. But I guess on top of seeing you as a very inspiring figure,
[ message ]I really … I don’t know. I don’t want to go on and on with this, because it sounds extremely weird, even to me, and I’ve been through some very weird instances. Really.
[ message ]… Feel free to delete all of this, or never respond to it, I just …Senpai. I really like you. I hope … one day, at least you can call me a friend, if nothing else.
[ message ]Tatsuya, I really need you to call me right now, please. I really need … someone to talk me out of this, if I talk to him again, I’m going to regret it and I know this shouldn’t even be an option, I don’t know why it’s something I have to THINK about, I
[ message ]Please, tell me what an idiot I am, punch me again, something, anything, he won’t go away and it’s driving me insane