#akarithinks

[akrbinc]

Hey, RBOM. It me, the byutipul and one and only Akari.

It has been a while since my last entry—Ohhh 11:11!!!—anyway, going back to today's entry... It's Friday and I don't have classes. Tomorrow is a Saturday, the heaviest school day for me. G U R L. But because I am chill about it now, I am going to change the topic. Hmmmmmm... Let's talk about my New Year's Resolutionsssss. OKAY. So because your girl can only remember a few, we're only going to discuss what I can remember. First! I said this year would be about skin care. I was able to succeed the first two to three months, after that? I GOT LAZY plus a huge factor is that I can't seem to complete my skin care, thus, the failure of my routine. Second, I had a reminder—which is actually my pinned tweet—that's something along the lines of "This is your year, girl" which is supposed to remind me to live a healthy life: skin care routine, healthy schedule, proper diet, exercise, studying, learning a new language, and most of all, going to school with a beat face (even falsies, girl!) and smelling good; as well as getting thin so I could get a new set of school uniform. Girl! Fastforward to now... I enjoyed being foundation-free for almost a year (tho there were lapses in between when i felt like wearing tons of makeup), I actually got compliments PLUS I finally went back to using face mists bikoth I kinda stopped when I used up my bottle of Avéne years ago... AND bikoth of that, lots of people bought face mists, saying it was actually nice and that I should start my own YouTube channel—basically been told that five times this year already. GIRL, give me a device to edit videos in, along with fast internet connection and I might start now, STAT! Anyway again, I want to go to Yakimix. I also want a shoppingspree and groceriespree. This is all for now, girl.

[akrbinc]

Catching up

Hey, RBOM! It's been a while. Lots of things happened lately but I'm only listing down things I can remember as of this moment:

1. I finally applied for internship, only sent application to one company> got accepted at this big company> managed to balance acads, adulting, and internship> finally done with internship

2. Ended up loving my roommates but still get annoyed when they get noisy> noise not a problem anymore, thanks to earpods bestie gave me

3. Got fatter, whatevs

4. No foundation for months, just lip products and face mist

5. Another person told me to make YT channel

6. Usual school stuff, jrn stuff

7. Finally met my thesis adviser

8. Got new prescription glasses 👓

9. I WANT LASIK!!!!

10. Went on a one-week ignoring spree on le bestie hahaha. Prolly longest we haven't talked to each other

11. Undas Break from Oct. 26 - Nov. 6

12. Wishing for a S.O

13. Praying for ze BFF's exams tomorrow and Monday. Makeup gods and goddesses, be good to her! I know she can get through this! She needs to believe in her self the way she believes that Odasaku didn't die in vain!!!! On another note, whatever happens, we have plans B to E, anyway just to be sure. But still!!!

14. Afyer her exam, we BETTA eat a lot. Lots og catching up to do. Her reviewing and my schooling have taken our bondings away from us. Time to make bawi. Yasssssss

[happylyneverafter]

So last night, my family and I went out for dinner. On the way home, I looked back where we had drinks and to my surprise, I saw the clouds framing the moon. Being a millennial that loves taking photos, I quickly grabbed my phone and shot away. Don't you just love the night? 🌃

[akrbinc]

On singing memories

Holaaaa! I decided to update because I just did something that triggered feels. So... Yes, this is pretty fresh pa because it just happened seconds ago I find myself having "what ifs" again. Last time I thought deeply about these things was back when I was still completely immature. I have to be honest, I've been wishing to be a kid again. I can now realize how lucky I was as a little kid, not worrying about anything. Just me, sitting down on the sofa and watching the television all day. I miss watching TV. From morning until midnight. Then sometimes as a teen, I would go out to buy 4 Cornetto drumsticks---2 for me and my dad. A few nights and mornings, came the childhood memories. I reminisced how my mom would sing to me and my sister before we go to sleep. One of those songs is "Maging Sino Ka Man" and as kids, hearing madir sing it would bring Nesan to sleep. My mom would think that I was sleeping already too. Little does she know that was already crying. I don't know. I was always the kid who rarely cried and whenever I did, the causes are limited to either a heartbreaking movie or me breaking down because of holding strong feelings for toooooooooooooo long. Anyway, that song always triggered me to think of possibilities, guilt, and more. I was a disrespectful child and even though my dad and I were really close, I know I hurt him. I know it now and I knew it then. That's one of the things that ran in my mind while my mom was singing that song. It always felt like someone was squeezing my heart. There were also times when I would trynto prepare myself emotionally when the time comes for my dad to leave this Earth. That would always bring me to tears. Ugh! Maybe it's because of my mom's voice rin hahaha Anywho. It's almost midnight and I found myself singing that song. It felt nostalgic. I am now here in the city and my mom and sister are back home. I just thought I should write this down because I rarely get to feel anymore. I feel like a robot na hahahaha I haven't done anything for my research stuff tomorrow. Hahahaa! Aahhhh... I miss being a kid.

[akrbinc]

Goodness in every form

holaaaa, fam! It has been a while! Well I decided to write an entry today because it has been a HELL of a day!!! So... It's tuesday and my class starts at 6 pa but I need to be in school around 4:30 to do fieldwork fornPhotojrn Today is the deadline for the anchor exercises for research writing hahahaha! And ibjust did it this morninf hajahahajahaha and I wasn't able to finish it hahahahaha I was able to do a half-assed 70% of the thing hahaha So we were aupposed to meet baround 4:30, right? Hahahaha! It's 4:30 na and I am still doing this research thing. So i told them to move to 5 hahahah alas! It's 4:58 na I am not yet finished so I said "meh, Whatever" so I did not finish and skipped a lot of stuff then Ibrushed to the washroom to brush my teeth then washed down south. I did not even wash my face nor my body hahahahahaha Then i wenr to school hahajajahahahaha!!! I feel so sticky hhahaha (still at school) I arrived 5:40 na hahahahaha then I waoted fot my groupmates While waiting, someone asked me and my groupmate what happinness meant for us hahaha then asked for our photo Then we did our thing and took a break muna. Then a girl approached us and was takibg a video, asking ofbshe could take a photo of us then told us "gusto ko po kasi mag-capture ng beautiful person" or somethijg along those lines. Then I smiled and said "aaahhhwwwwww..." then she whipped out two stems of beautiful roses and gave it to me and my groupmate then she asked us hownwe felt when she said the words kanina and Ibsaid I felt flattered. Then she asksd for a hug and we had a group hug. Then we did out photojrn thing na hahaha we were late for our class hahaha because it's already 6:20 naaaa hahaahahhahahaha! Then we submotted our anchor exercises ja hahahahahaha and he graded it agadm he was so kind I got 85 hahahahahaha Hola again! I am doing laubdry again hahahahan! I feel so refreshed because I took a bath before doing laundry hahahaha

[akrbinc]

J A N U A R Y 29, 2017 SUNDAY

Today, as I had another bite of Chinese food, I realized I'm into Chinese food. Also, Nesan told me to stop saying the "a" word because it's bad. Still, my roomies deserve to have that word attached to them so, yeah. My asshole roommates are back at it again. They have earpods—they're using their earphones now, thank goodness. UNFORTUNATELY, why does the other a-hole have to sing Versace On The Floor loudly? Like, why can't you just mouth the lyrics. Ugh! Such uncultured swines. I thought I was over the rage but this pet peeve triggered me. Kbye

[akrbinc]

January 17, 2017 T U E S D A Y

If I had an actual, physical calendar, today would be marked with a red pen; signaling the importance of this day of the month. Today is the first day of my second semester as a third year Journalism major. I woke up thinking it's already late in the afternoon but it turns out, it's just 10 in the morning. I really got happy with that discovery because it means I still have time to be productive. I was wrong. You see, I ~*almost*~ got late on my first course. But because I am awesome, I made it just in time. About five minutes earlier, to be exact-ish. Intermediate Spanish is my first period. "ELE 2" as Professor Abigail introduced. I got stressed because the things I learned from my Spanish 1 are not enough. Ayayay! Estoy no Feliz! Estoy aburrido de estudiar de español!!! Research in the Major Field was next. The pressure is real. You see, I am going solo. Yes. I don't even know how write a thesis paper. Thank goodness this course will teach me how. Anyway, I will eat plenty of food just because I thought of it now. But i wont do thay now of course necause ot's already 12:07 oh wait so does that mean that this is also an advanced entry for January 18? Hahahahahha! Also, inday told me to write an entry about my room mates. Hahahaha! But i don't feel like it because i don't feel stressed anymore after telling her my frustrations. She be my sponge. Hahahaha!