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I sent a message here, I believe it was last week, anonymously frustrated over gender questioning woes. Now… well, I’ve changed my given name (although I am keeping my surname) and started using she/they/he, emphasis on the she and they.
It is truly incredible what another chance at life can give you.
-Akechi fictive. Persona 5. (I am now going by the full name Akechi Yuri, 明智有理。It feels so freeing to say that.)
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as akechi fictive i hate myself so goddamn much for literally missing joker. i hated him for all the time, i was insane and now you're telling me i cannot stop remembering him and because of that wishing to find sourcemate?? it feels so wrong and painful, i am ashamed, i just. i can't. it's so so so wrong in so many ways i can't stop thinking about it, and the worst thing is that i have no idea how to deal with it. not that i have any idea on how to find sourcemate, not that i have any idea on how to deal with this shame, self-hatred and these thoughts and. ughhh. i'm such a mess, i never was like that. i hate that, i really do. and the worst thing is that i need. isn't that stupid?
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