Painkillers, an unfamiliar bed, sea air, and a sewn up hole in your leg made one hell of a combination for restlessness. Even as the medicine helped keep him locked in sleep, his brain and body shifted and twitched under the light sheet he crawled under hours earlier. Nothing was comfortable even though by all reckoning he should be cozy and deeply asleep.
Alas, memory had other plans for him.
The gunshot went off, pain lanced through his leg. The scent of blood and crushed grass was strong in his nose, eyes watering as he tucked his head into Melody’s shoulder to muffle the pained cry that followed.
The grass was hard under him, blue and red and slick with his blood. Boots thunked on the metallic floor, drawing closer and closer.
Metal and boots? No...
Everything went jagged and staticky, the edges of the nightmare tearing into pixels that flew off into the darkness.
Grass grew up again to fill the void in memory, the kiss was warm and sweet, the gunshot electric this time though. A kerzap of energy that hit his shoulder and spun him...
Another tear in the dreamscape that grass sprung up through to cover the electrope crafted floor that his body laid upon as it steadily bled out.
It was just a hole in his leg, that wasn’t right? Was i...
The sun was warm and the sky bright blue with white, fluffy clouds passing above his head. It was a perfect day like he’d read about in books or his Ma had told him existed in stories from her home. Her home and his were the same, but different, somehow. Linn didn’t understand then, but he did now, thoughts mesmerized by a cloud that looked like a ronneek grazing at pasture. Sharp and deeply purple, lightning skittered through the sky with particular menace, shattering the serene skyline and turning it dark and deadly.
Once the sky was broken the lightning found his body, connecting him to ground and sky all at once. It was pain that was too sublime to describe, like his mind and body were open to all of creation in that one, agonizing final moment that seemed to never end.
Not until he too was purple and full of static, trapped within a circuit that gave him no peace. All he felt was a debilitating need to be seen, to be heard, to be perceived and understood. But no matter how his tail flicked or his eyes pleaded, nothing could cross the barrier of electrope to form words. There was impulse and despair in an infinite space that was too small to tolerate. But tolerate it he did as grass prickled his belly until it turned as sharp as a fist in his gut that forced his body to double over before slumping upon the cold, hard floor.
Kisses? Where did the kisses go? This wasn’t right!
Sweat soaked the sheets that twisted around the shetona’s body, trapping him literally as memory rose and broke over and over within the confines of dream turned nightmare. He struggled to break free, the need strong enough to get him pulling at the tangled bedding as if it held the key to wakefulness.
The Garlean’s gun sounded again, electric and displaced by the lakeside camp. Unfamiliar voices coming up behind him to hold on as he tried to hold onto the grass that kept slipping through his fingers like bones tearing free from the constraints of flesh.
“Hold on!”, came the feminine voice, urgent and concerned as part of two sets of feet pounding along the metallic ground. One was light, almost dainty, and a stark contrast to the far more solid footfalls of whomever accompanied her. Aether flexed and something terrifyingly fast swirled past him, the white fanged moogle crashing into the soldier that turned on the populace that it was created to protect.
A scream tore from his throat then, or it meant to be, coming out as a wet gurgle as blood mingled with the air in his lungs to burble up from within and bubble around his lips.
NO!
The spell of sleep was broken then, the denial shouted into the air as Linn finally woke up. Pain briefly stabbed through his side, the phantom fading away while he struggled to catch his breath and rein in his wildly racing thoughts. Shivering despite the warmth of the seaside morning, Linn wasn’t aware of the tears that ran down his face or how his thrashing had set his wound bleeding again.
All he could remember was the crack of the gun in the.. field. He was outside with Melody when he was shot. That’s what happened.
Nothing more.