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this is how i feel when u yelled at me in call to focus on my hw

HYELP??? okay go do ur work now ....

#ill whip u with a ruler #silly coolastic meow gang !!#someone hunt steinvs tumblr we must get the gang in place like we the avengers #devicore ?!#tomie connie #tomie wormie #silly gang #aksks #random yapperlings

i have a question about schizophrenia

what were your first signs of schizophrenia? ive been doing a lot of research and reflecting lately and there have been times where i saw things from the corner of my eye (shadow figures looking at me) and others where i hallucinated a person (though 3 years have passed since i had such a vivid hallucination) and spiders but i don't want to misdiagnose

it's hard to nail down my "first" symptoms because it was more of a turmoil that came over time and smacked a wall.

from my young teenage years i struggled with delusional thinking, a deterioration in my schooling and hobbies, being suspicious of EVERYTHING, isolating from others, extreme difficulty concentrating due to inner monologue and thoughts, and being in a state that i can only describe as ghost like. it felt like i was a ghost trying really hard to be a human again.

it took me a long time to get to a point of understanding like i have, and sort of cohabitate with my hallucinations.

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It is nearly midnight and I have now officially convinced myself that I am in fact a descendant of Christine Daaé alskdks.

Listen, listen OKAY. I figured that if you were a descendant of hers you'd at least have to be born with a good singing voice. And yes, I am literally an opera singer now but I didn't remember actually having a good singing voice right from the beginning. I always loved singing by myself when no one was around but I was never told that my singing voice was anything special. BUT, turns out I was wrong about that.

I just remembered that during music class in high school we'd each have to sing something if we were called to the front of the class and I remember not only my teacher telling me that I had a nice singing voice but all the students afterwards asking me how I sang like that and that it was beautiful. (Although I don't know how impressive it really was, we were like 12)

I don't know if I have any ancestors in Sweden BUT I did have blonde hair and blue eyes for quite a few years when I was a child. AND I am nearsighted.

And as a child I wanted to change my name to Christina. For absolutely no reason, I didn't know anyone named that. I just thought it was beautiful. So if that ain't proof I don't know what is.😂