I lost my best friend a few days ago. It feels like a part of my spirt has died, it has, we shared a connection beyond dog & owner. I feel like I have a empty hole in my chest. I have never felt a loss like this. I feel incomplete. I keep seeing her, seeing her face, seeing her shadow in the corner of my eye. The grief is killing me and playing tricks on me. I swear I was feeling her breathing when I was holding her once she had passed. It all happened so fast, she got so sick and in the space of 5 days she was gone. She was so sick I had no choice, she was in so much pain and she wasn’t responding to the morphine well or any of the medication. I know it’s not my fault, I know I shouldn’t feel guilty but I can’t help it. I can’t believe she’s gone.
