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Bloom commission by @alfa-artz featuring @bloodbuttercups
[I love this so much Alfa, thank you so much. I’m so happy and it’s so perfect~ <3]
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Malcolm : 16, 17 and 18 ?
16. Anger headcanon - ahahaha does this need a headcanon? Malcolm clearly has a lot of anger to express, and no trouble doing so. My headcanon is that, after politics, he takes an anger management course (possibly while in prison) and the therapist’s approach just makes him more angry, so he writes his own anger management techniques and sells them (under a pseudonym) for a decent profit.
17. Soft spot headcanon - Sam, though that isn’t exactly a headcanon, more like actual canon. I firmly believe they stay in touch forever, and meet up at least twice a year.
18. Favorite possession headcanon - less a possession, more that the thing he most values (and what makes prison a real hardship for him) is his own personal space, where no one else can get to him. Even when he lives with someone (i.e. Jamie) he maintains his own home office space which Jamie could enter if he liked, but understands that Malcolm doesn’t really want him to. He just really needs his own hidey-hole.
alfa-arts replied to your post “Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever get it together enough to feel...”
It's really hard to find anything clever to say to this. Maybe your life doesn't let you meet enough people? I can't believe "gross and ugly" is a valid reason for such sadness. Have you tried online dating, or something?
Growing up, people would tell me to my face I was very ugly and gross. Sometimes, if I was lucky I'd get "you look nice" or "that dress is pretty," but that was kind of the extent of the compliments. I mean "cute personality" and "omg I want your hair" can only get you so far, and what usually happens is it gets you lots of friends, which isn't a bad thing tbh. I have a decent number of friends now, which means I've come very far from when I was in middle school and only had two - five friends for a while.
I don't think I'd ever online date, because I don't think the type of person I'd be good with would do online dating. I can't even think of a website that would allow me to be panromantic/pansexual that is any good at actually finding dates in the United States.
alfa-arts replied to your photo:so uh, the gray kind of happened the other night...
Now we need the mint to spice it up !
Soon my love, sooooooooooon <3
alfa-arts replied to your post “Watching Spock become overwhelmed by emotion after receiving the...”
These actors were brilliant, and this series had something to tell. Really, wth each episode.
I know and it's really layered well because it was a family show, so you pick up on things you didn't before each time you watch it like Classic Who. TOS helped me so much growing up and it's interesting to see it still kind of helping me along twenty-seven years later.
alfa-arts replied to your post “I want to write Malcolm/Jamie/Sam, but I can’t quite like start it....”
This is something to wait for <3
Yes. I just have to figure out how it starts. Like I can see how it would work and how it could get coordinated and things that could come of it, but I just can't figure out how it initiates. It'd likely have to happen post-prison.