#alittledose

[thelittlethingstlt]

I'd rather have the strength to unmask my soul and not my body #alittleabout #A #alittledose #littlefeels #love #soul #art #tworoomsandaroof #words #poetry #writing #ichooselove #instapoem https://www.instagram.com/myalittleabout/p/BvL8M2wB-in/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1cqhy0rmxs7w9

[thelittlethingstlt]

For that one love you miss every single day, The one you can't have No matter how hard you try you keep tripping and landing in ICU Its not that bad, ICU, you get to lay in bed all day and heal only to trip again #enoughsaid #A #alittledose #alittleabout #tworoomsandaroof #lifeofafeel https://www.instagram.com/p/BpZ8kStly74/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1f26svlocpukj

[thelittlethingstlt]

I stare at the phone and wait

To be remembered, to be someone's warm thought on a chilly evening

I open past conversations

I look for words that meant something, statements that made me feel like I mattered to a stranger only through coincidence and chance

It all falls apart

So I begin to collect, a few here and some more borrowed there and I feel good but only for a while

For the deeper I search the finds are all similar,

You all left, the minute I unclothed myself.

[thelittlethingstlt]

I read over and again,

All these words on paper telling me or so I conclude that I ought to know that today is tomorrow's lesson,that today's sacrifice is my year's reap.

Yet I am burnt out, in total tears because that's what they said yesterday and the month before this one and a decade ago and it's unending.

Both the victories and cries are but a cycle one that's so monotonous life has become such a bore. At times I prefer if we'd have chances like these on death and life. You die today you arise a month later maybe we'd have soul, the kind that deserves to roam this earth.

[thelittlethingstlt]

What did you think was going to happen?

Love. To say the least, I believed love would find a home between us.

Isn't that what you believed the last time?

Yes. Because I have jars of it, overflowing to parts of me that I doubt I'm in control of. Where am I supposed to take it, if no one ever wants to try with me?

They are cowards. We all are. It seems to good to be true so we find fault and excuses to walk away.

I guess it's time then.

For what?

To stop trying.

You must keep moving no matter what, I need to you to believe that someday you'll find a well to pour into, and still draw from when you run low.

I doubt I'll make it to the well still alive.

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[thelittlethingstlt]

Still can't caption sh**, drink my words!! #alittleabout #tworoomsandaroof #alittledose #littlefeels #love #soul #art #words #poetry #writing #ichooselove #soulonpaper https://www.instagram.com/myalittleabout/p/Bv6OBp-hlOr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=udg7vnyouuhz

[thelittlethingstlt]

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[thelittlethingstlt]

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