#all depressing

[silvermars]

i love a depressing frank album..

like look at thisss... "no one cares", now that's my kinda album

[staythatswhatimeanttosay]

35

35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.

This is a long list...

I wish I could stand up straighter. I have dismal posture, and have had it since I was little. I cry wolf with the scoliosis card a lot, but I've actually only ever been diagnosed with the slightest of cases. Now I'm 25 with a noticeable hump that is only going to get worse or be fixed by some medical means. I wish I would stop slouching, but at this point, it hurts too much to "stand up straight." 

On a similar vein, I wish I would hate my body less. Not the weight I've gained since entering my twenties (which I loathe, but I digress), but the things I cannot fix. The size of my rib cage being the most absurd. It's huge, it's a part of my SKELETAL STRUCTURE, I should let it go.

I wish I could stop talking about money, and my problems therein, in polite, and even impolite, company. It's awkward.

I wish I could stop trying so hard to please my parents. They chose not to attend my fabulous same-sex wedding because it conflicted with their beliefs, and I cannot stop from feeling like I will never make that up to them. Which completely twisted.

[pxdameron-archive-blog]

ugh I have an idea for a great photoset

but how do you photoshop talent?

[staaybrutal-]

listening to music that's making me remember everything.