Please explain why after 2years you leave me a voice message breaking up with me. You, a grown Ass man. Weeks before, you accuse me of not being into the relationship? Come to my children’s’ homes, eat their food, give me (finally) a massage on my birthday? Christmas like usual and then blow me off? Who knows if you really had to work that much or if your mom was really that sick? Little lie, big lie. Lies of omission count. Being a hypocrite, bad. You’re the worst kind; a man who says he’s a nice guy and wants a relationship yet you lied all your way through. Never met your mom, your friends, your family- except your daughter, who lived with you. Out to eat- 4 times. Maybe a dozen movies. Gambling once, boring. Cedar point. You slept, ate and provided sex. I bought, prepared and served you over 100 meals. I’m on disability and you bank $ on OT. Not. One. Time. Did you offer or assist me in any way. Never brought even so much as loaf of bread over. Car. Problems, bills, and you did nothing as a man. Not a fucking thing. Talk about us to your ‘friend that’s a girl’ and to an ‘ex girlfriend’? Never go back to what broke you. So don’t go thinking you’re a good guy; you’re not. You’re Just like the rest. My mistake; I confused what you said with what you really are. I’m just as pissed at myself for not asking sooner, not leaving sooner. What, you thought we’d be commuting fuck buddies? You go ahead and have your Star Wars kitchen. You’ll think of me every time you wear my necklace. Look at my Buddha. Leaving things unsaid; your choice. I’ll always be in the back of your mind. Always. Because you can’t change what you refuse to confront. Karma, baby. All I did was keep it real with you. You were the one with the paranoia. Guilt maybe? Good. I’ll get over you because I was honest with you. You, however, will be carrying me into every relationship and not in a good way.
