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allirefuseandtheeichuse replied to your post: allirefuseandtheeichuse: Hi. Can you please write...

Thankyouthankyouthankyou. :D

You're very welcome! I hope it's what you wanted. I tend to write more from Seb's POV than anyone elses'. 

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allirefuseandtheeichuse: Hi. Can you please write a Sebklaine reaction fic to 4x18, please,pity please, sugar and spice, and all things nice? Thank you.

A/N: It leans Seblaine, but there's a definite reason for it. I hope this is what you were looking for. 

It took a minute before Blaine's text message made any sense. 

"In the choir room. Heard gunshots. I love you." 

Realization hit at nearly the same moment that a teacher came running in the room yelling about gunshots at McKinley. Sebastian didn't stick around to hear the rest. He left his book open on the desk, grabbed his bag, and ran for the door, his heart pounding in his chest and his lungs in a vice. 

As he ran, he dialed Kurt's number. It went straight to voicemail. He left a panicked, half-hysterical message begging Kurt to come home and hung up. He dug his keys out of his bag beside his car.

He couldn't cry yet. There wasn't enough time. Instead, he text Blaine, "I'm on my way. Call me." 

Blaine whimpered in response before whispering, "I'm so afraid, Seb." 

He could almost see Blaine, making himself as small as possible, hiding. Tears streaming silently down his cheeks because he was afraid to make a sound. All Sebastian could offer was, "I'm here, baby. I love you. Just focus on me, alright?"

But Blaine was too panicked to be calmed. "If I don't get out, I-I need you to tell my mom that I love her--"

"Blaine, stop--" Sebastian squeezed his eyes shut and gasped at the stab of pain that shot through his heart from the "If I don't get out..." 

"Please, Sebastian. Tell my mom that I love her--" He hiccuped out a quiet sob. "A-And my dad, too." 

Sebastian's fingers dug into the steering wheel as he pressed harder on the gas pedal, willing the drive to go faster. He needed to be with Blaine. His thoughts flickered to Kurt, so many miles away, and suddenly, he felt alone. He couldn't remember ever feeling like he needed to hold someone as much as he needed to have his arms around Blaine and Kurt right then. 

A shuddering, shocked, terrified gasp from Blaine pulled him back. 

"What happened, baby?" 

Blaine choked on a sob. "T-The door. I love you, Seb. And Kurt. Tell him that I love him, please." 

Sebastian was crying in earnest now. He wouldn't--couldn't--think about losing Blaine. "I called Kurt, honey. He's coming. I'm almost there." 

He passed the "Welcome to Lima" sign and realized he didn't know how long he'd been driving. His body was thrumming with adrenaline and all he could think was, "Blaine." 

There had been radio silence for about ten minutes, save the occasional sound of tears and one terrifying moment when a phone rang and he could hear Blaine choke out a plea for someone to turn it off. Five more minutes and a panicked Sam trying to fight his way to his girlfriend before Sebastian pulled into the parking lot of McKinley. 

The police had the school surrounded and he couldn't get any closer than to stand behind his car and stare at the darkened windows of the choir room. Yellow tape and radio chatter from police cars burned themselves into Sebastian's brain. "I'm here, baby. I'm right outside." 

Blaine whimpered brokenly and Sebastian shushed him, sliding down the back of his car and sitting on the pavement, knees pulled to his chest. "It's okay. You're gonna be okay, sweetheart. I love you." 

"L-Love you, too." 

They lapsed back into silence that seemed to drag on forever. Sebastian prayed for Blaine to be okay and for Kurt to hurry. He prayed until his head hurt from crying. 

He heard the 'All Clear' from Blaine's end of the phone. He heard the sound of tears and sighs of relief from inside the choir room, and he was on his feet in a second. His hands shook as he ended the call and waited.

Waiting was torture. Waiting to see the love he could have lost. Waiting to hold him and promise that nothing would ever scare him like that again. 

When the mass of shell-shocked students began to file out, Sebastian zeroed in on Blaine's uniform and took off at a dead sprint. He was crying before he even got his arms around Blaine. He pressed kisses to anywhere and everywhere he could reach and held him too tight. 

Blaine collapsed against Sebastian's chest and fell apart, sobbing and shaking. Sebastian held him tighter. As long as he could have Blaine in his arms, he could fix it. He could keep him safe. 

The Andersons were waiting when Sebastian took Blaine home, off the couch and to their son in under a second. They didn't even seem to notice that Sebastian was there, which was good, because he had absolutely no intention to leave. He held onto Blaine's hand like he'd fall apart if he let go. 

He was pretty sure he actually might. 

Kurt showed up around midnight and Blaine started crying again as he let himself be wrapped up in Kurt's arms. Sebastian shifted closer and put his arms around them both, holding everything he loved close and wishing he would never have to let go again. 

They all went to bed not long after that. Blaine's parents hugging him tightly as they made their way upstairs. 

It wasn't until about 4:00 AM that Blaine finally fell asleep, head pillowed against Kurt's chest and Sebastian draped over his back. Kurt ran his hand through Blaine's curls. "Maybe I could take some time off school and come back--"

"No," Sebastian shook his head. His mind was able to think rationally now that Kurt and Blaine were safely in his arms. He took a breath. "You don't have to do that. You know the worst part about having him in there?" 

Kurt shook his head and rested his hand on Sebastian's bare shoulder. 

"It was that I knew he was alone. I couldn't get to him. I would have rather been in there with him. He was so scared, Kurt," Sebastian swallowed thickly to try and stop the tears from coming back. "I-I can't let that happen again." 

"What are you going to do?" Kurt asked, turning his head to meet Sebastian's eyes. 

Sebastian took Kurt's hand off his shoulder and linked their fingers together, pressing a kiss to the back of Kurt's hand. "I'm going to transfer to McKinley. I know nothing like that will happen again, but I still can't stand the thought of being two hours away from him if he needs me again. Kurt, I can't ever hear him that scared again." 

"I know," Kurt breathed, pressing a kiss to the top of Blaine's curls. "Will your parents let you do that?" 

"I'm eighteen. I can do whatever I want." Sebastian clearly had his mind made up. "It's just for a few months and then we'll be together in New York. It's not even a sacrifice." Sebastian took a deep breath. "I couldn't stop thinking about if something happened to you and I couldn't get to you. I love you so much, Kurt." 

Kurt leaned over and kissed Sebastian on the lips. "I love you, too. We're all here now and we're okay. And that's what matters." 

With a soft kiss to the side of Blaine's neck and another to Kurt's lips, he let himself breathe out a sigh. "Yeah. It is, isn't it?" 

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I submitted a report too. I'm so sorry this happened to you. I cannot even begin to imagine how you feel. I've heard of this happening, but it has never happened to any of the authors whose stories I read. I hope they do something, and quick. On a happier note, I really do love ATWSMO and OMO, and I eagerly await an update for both. :D

At first it was semi-flattering and a bit entertaining. The only thing that really made me mad was the author’s insistence that I was clearly off my rocker to think that they stole it from me. I get the feeling the site isn’t going to do much for me. Thanks to everyone who has been reporting the author though and leaving reviews saying that they’ve done so the author finally changed the majority of the bits stolen from me. I just hope that they learned from it. 

In response to your happier note…

Thank you so much for keeping up with the stories! Currently working on an update for And The World Spins Madly On, so keep an eye out for that. I may just end up focusing solely on it until it’s finished before going back to other stories…. but who knows? I have such a hard time focusing on one thing xD Hence all the sporadic updates for everything else. But I’ll try not to keep you waiting too long!

[lovemesomebagels]

Oh my gosh, you're trying to kill me. I know you are, so don't deny it. Why?! Why are you doing this?! (btw, I'm wailing. I'm being a little melodramatic aren't I?)

it's true you've figured out my evil ploy

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O_O. What a place to end the chapter! That was mean. And evil. You're just trying to torture me, aren't you? Well, it won't work! I will not keep checking for updates like a maniac. Nope. Not me. Not at all...

[flipmeforward]

seconded! I devour everything you write. :D

withthetouchofyourgrace asked:

Handle Me is like my favourite thing EVER! Thank you for writing such an amazing story adn all your other stuff is equally awesome! xx

missmardybum asked:

Fanfic Writer Appreciation Day - I wish I could spend my days reading your stories again and again

allirefuseandtheeichuse said: 

You are amazing and I appreciate you. Thank you for being awesome. :).

sdkfjhgkfj THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH <3<3

[chazzam]

Hello! I've got some questions I'd like to ask, if you don't mind. :). 1) I was looking at your archive, & I saw that someone recommended you watch Queer As Folk, & I was just wondering if you did, & what you thought of it? 2) Are there going to be more Kitty!Kurt & Puppy!Blaine fics? 'Cause they just kill me. :). And 3) I don't mean to rush you, but I was just wondering when TSOOP would be updated? I know the last update was 10 days ago, but, I'm anxious to read what happens next. Thank you! :D

1) I haven't watched it yet.  I pretty much don't watch TV at all these days other than Glee - I'm too busy to add another series to my life at the moment, because chances are I WILL become obsessed.  I do plan to watch it eventually, though.

2)There will me more KittyPuppy fics.  I tend to just write those when the mood strikes, so I don't know when, but there will be more.

3) TSOOP should be updated this weekend if all goes according to plan.

Thanks for the great questions! ;)