You know its not the right thing, it might even be crossing principles, boundaries, ethics and every such marking that makes one sane BUT you thought of it, maybe didn’t do it, that just shows to what lengths your mind races when you’re infatuated about something. Its plain crazy. The morals just plummet to their deaths and the floating bubble that is you, is laughing at the demise of the wonderful person that you’ve worked all your life to create. And for what? A momentary pleasure of imagining what it would be like if you did the dreadful thing that you just thought of. Jesus Christ, is the mind a crazy place or what.
Face it, its the ugly truth. You know that moment when you almost think of the unspeakable devil, its out there. There is no taking it back. There is no fooling your brain. Alas, there is no redemption!!