#allpossibilities

[neweresth]

Cosmic game.

[sl4ghtrsarchive]

🍒  + you 🔪

send  me  🍒  +  a  url  and  i  will  write  some  positivity  for  them. / accepting !

you're really getting me to write some positivity about myself ? god. i'm never good at saying anything good about myself, i'm incredibly self deprecating. the only positive thing about myself that comes to my mind is that i'm very understanding. i'm able to place myself in someone else's shoes and understand a situation they may be going through, which allows me to be sympathetic to someone or a situation. is that good enough ?

[med4rda]

@allpossibilities ﹕ ❛ i just don’t feel anything anymore. ❜ ( consider it's not him not a feeling anything about them anymore, but not feeling anything anymore. because guilt/depression/sad/grief post s2 )

brows   furrow   as   she   listens   to   him,   taking steps to lessen the space between them,   feeling as though jayce felt a million miles away from her     ⸻     not only with   physical   space,   but   emotionally   as well.   stopping once there is only a small space between them,   she tilts her head to look up at him,   hands   tentatively   coming up to cup the sides of his face.  thumbs   gently   caress his cheeks as she lets out a little sigh.   ❛   you  don't  have  to  explain   anything   to  me.   i  understand,   more   than  you  know.   ❜   after everything she'd been through,   the   death   of her mother,   being led into a false sense of hope,   manipulated   …   she understood not feeling anything anymore.

still yet,   a small smile forms her lips,   a saddened look in her eyes.   eyes   are   the   window   to   the   soul.   leaning up onto tiptoes,   she   rests   her forehead against his,   eyes sliding shut.   ❛   jayce   …   you  mean  so   much  to  me.   i  will  always  be  here  for  you,   no  matter  what  it  is.   ❜   eyes open,   looking into hazel eyes,   trying to peer into the man she'd   fallen   in love with so long ago.   despite the changes,   the struggles and pain he's been through,   she could see it deep down within him.   the man that had been so hopeful,   who   dedicated   his   whole   life   to   a dream.   nose bumps   gently   against his,   letting out a little breath as she contemplated her choice of words.

❛   i   …   i  will  need  to  leave  to   noxus,   sooner  rather  than  later.   ❜   a pause,   that same saddened look returning once more.   she was no longer the councillor of piltover,   a title she'd given up,   feeling nothing but   guilt   for everything that had led them to this point.   ❛   i   want   you  to  come  with  me.   i  cannot  bare  the  idea  of  being   without   you   …   of  you  being  on  your  own.   ❜   the guilt eating at him would be detrimental,   she knew what it felt like.   he might not want her as a   lover   no more,   but she would be content even just being a   …   companion   by his side.

[thceye]

@allpossibilities : an abrupt, heated kiss during the middle of a fight. kiss & tell ; accepting.

     𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴  𝘄𝗮𝘀  𝗮𝗹𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀  𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆  𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘀𝗲  𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘄𝗲𝗲𝗻  𝘁𝗵𝗲  𝘁𝘄𝗼  𝗼𝗳  𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺,     it  always  had  been  from  the  moment  the  two  of  them  started  having  a  more  sexual  relationship  and  everything  had  gotten  ramped  up  the  more  emotions  got  involved.     it  seemed  the  more  that  silco  tried  to  deny  the  emotions  between  them,  the  more  obvious  they  were  and  he  could  only  hide  it  to  a  certain  degree.     it  was  harder  to     𝗶𝗴𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗲     them  with  jayce  living  in  zaun  with  him,  in  the  apartment  that  they  shared  together  and  despite  how  much  he  still  tried  to  act  like  the  two  of  them  were  only  together  for  sexual  reasons  and  not  because  he  actually  cared.     it  was  especially  hard  to  ignore  when  the  two  of  them  would  argue  like  this,  jayce  having  gotten  bolder  with  the  closer  proximity  to  each  other  and  if  it  didn't  push  his  buttons  so  much,  he'd  admire  the  younger  man's  stubbornness.     he  almost  liked  the  fact  that  jayce  didn't  just  back  down  to  him  anymore,  that  he  wanted  to  fight  back  now  and  push  his  limits,  it  was  just  frustrating  in  another  way.

     𝘁𝗵𝗲  𝗶𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗲  𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵  𝗷𝗮𝘆𝗰𝗲'𝘀  𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗯𝗯𝗼𝗿𝗻𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀  𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴  𝗼𝘂𝘁  𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲  𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀,     it  was  clashing  with  his  own  and  making  him  more  wound  up  in  a  way  that  left  him  frustrated  in  so  many  ways.     it  didn't  seem  to  matter  how  many  harsh  words  and  dark  looks,  nothing  seemed  to  stop  jayce  anymore  untill  silco  got  so  irritated  that  he  left  the  apartment  to  go  hide  out  in  his  office  at  the  last  drop.     but  that  was  a  little  harder  this  time  when  jayce  was  blocking  the  exit,  having  clearly  caught  on  that  if  silco  had  an  escape  route,  he  would     𝗮𝗯𝘀𝗼𝗹𝘂𝘁𝗲𝗹𝘆     use  it  when  he  felt  like  he  had  no  other  choice.     at  this  point,  he  wasn't  sure  what  they  were  arguing  about  anymore,  he  stayed  out  of  the  hextech  research  and  made  sure  the  other  chembarons  kept  away  too,  he  had  meant  it  when  he  said  that  jayce  and  viktor  had  control  over  their  research,  but  that  didn't  stop  jinx  from  finding  her  way  in  there  and  wanting  to  learn  more.     it  was  likely  that  one  of  them  had  set  the  other  off  and  it  had  ended  up  like  this,  the  two  of  them  getting  more  angry  and  irritated  with  each  other,  getting  all  pent  up  with  no  way  of  getting  a  handle  on  things.     he  would  be  unlikely  to  back  down  first  and  it  seemed  the  bolder  jayce  got,  the  less  likely  he  was  to  back  down.

     𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵  𝗷𝗮𝘆𝗰𝗲  𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴  𝗵𝗶𝘀  𝗲𝘅𝗶𝘁  𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝘁  𝗵𝗲  𝗵𝗮𝗱  𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗹𝗲  𝗼𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀,     this  argument  seemed  ongoing  with  the  fact  that  neither  of  them  were  backing  off  the  other,  the  two  of  them  almost  touching  and  neither  one  of  them  backing  off.     with  every  step  towards  him,  his  frustration  levels  got  higher  and  he  was  quickly  losing  self  control  to  not  reach  out  to  shut  him  up  in  a  different  way.     it  was  unlikely  jayce  was  going  to  back  down,  but  that  didn't  mean  that  he  couldn't  find  a  way  to  distract  him  and  get  him  to  leave  this  alone  for  now.     would  it  solve  the  issue  of  their  argument?     probably  not.     but  would  it  get  jayce  to  stop  for  now  and  let  the  frustration  level  die  down  a  little?     absolutely.     silco  wasn't  even  sure  he  had  heard  whatever  jayce  was  saying,  hands  reaching  out  quickly  and  pulling  him  towards  him  as  he  kissed  him,  all  teeth  and  aggression  as  he  pressed  himself  against  him  with  a  groan.     hands  don't  stay  on  his  jacket  for  long,  one  moving  to  grip  at  back  of  his  neck  as  the  other  moved  down  his  torso  with  a  groan,     "     stop  talking  and  put  all  that  fire  of  yours  to  a  much  better  use,     "     silco  growled  against  the  other's  lips,  teeth  nipping  at  his  bottom  lip,  he  could  only  hope  that  he  was  just  as     𝗳𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱     as  he  was  right  now  that  he  would  listen  to  the  suggest  rather  than  listen  to  sense.

[gntlets]

leaves upgraded gauntlets at the kiramman's with a bow on it and a little card one sided card that says 'happy birthday' 🥳

oh. what begins as the skeptical lift of an eyebrow, more judgment than intrigue riding the tail of your pessimism ( does this guy really think he can buy your friendship? ) swiftly dies a harsh death the moment you register precisely what gift has been left at your door. they fit perfectly, because of course they do, and operate even more effectively, without the same clicks there or pauses here that delayed some of your reaction time before. he's improving, you note with satisfaction, and maybe you'll even tell him so later. that's as close to a proper thanks as he's going to get out of you, anyway.

[silklies-moved]

@allpossibilities     ﹕     ❝ i’d like to make a toast. ❞ @ caitlyn

what   jayce   and   vi   had   been   up   to   was beyond her,   much less why they were   hanging   out in the first place.   so suddenly being hit in the face with the   disgusting   smell of weed as soon as she came across jayce,   it   was   all   she   needed   to   know.   scrunching her nose in   disgust,   she grabs at his arm and starts pulling him along,   not without however giving a look to vi who     ⸻     no doubt was the   reason   this even happened in the first place.   ❛   no,   you  will   not   be  making  any  toast,  jayce.   are  you   out   of  your  mind   ?   ❜   hissed quietly,   it was bad enough they’d showed up to her home,   she didn’t need her father or mother catching word of these   antics.

[evo1utionary]

starter for @allpossibilities ( viktor && jayce )

Oh,  how  long  has  it  been  since  he  itched  so  to  return  to  the  lab?  Viktor's  steps  are  swift,  his  crutch  tucked  under  his  arm,  as  he  nigh  runs  through  the  empty  hallways  of  the  academy.

.  .  .  RUNNING.  What  a  liberating  feeling.  Viktor  cannot  deny  the  craving  that  he  suddenly  feels,  the  want  for  more,  and...  Well.  Why  SHOULD  he  deny  himself?  Evidently,  with  Shimmer  and  the  correct  runes  he  can  withstand  likely  any  side-effects.  Perhaps  a  lower  dosage  will  suffice,  even...

His  train  of  thought  is  interrupted  the  moment  the  scientist  opens  the  door  to  the  lab,  and  he  registers  someone  else's  presence.  Out  of  breath  as  he  is,  Viktor  needs  a  moment  to  recognize  Jayce's  broad  shoulders.  And  his  tired  eyes.

“  ⸺  Jayce.  I  thought  you'd  be going  home  after  the  council  meeting.  ”  Fingers  wringing  around  his  wrist,  Viktor  tries  schooling  his  expression,  tries  to  hide  the  DISAPPOINTMENT  he  feels.  It  seems  he  must  postpone  further...  experiments,  as  it  were.  Because  would  Jayce  approve of  what  he  had  done...? Would he understand?  Viktor  isn't  so  sure  anymore.  A  deep  breath  to  settle  his  nerves.  Then,  just  as  he  is  about  to  step  into  the  room,  Viktor  remembers  his  cane,  and  he  clears  his  throat.  A  bit  too  on  the  nose,  but  there's  nothing  else  to  be  done  at  this  point  except  place  it  under  his  left  armpit,  leaning  his  weight  on  it  and  hobble  forward.

“  You  look  too  tired  to  be  thinking  about  doing  any  more  work  here.  ”

[hexcrsd]

@allpossibilities: ❝ i've missed this so much. ❞

a mess of tangled limbs and bunched sheets, he finds peace and contentment in the arms of the other, all worries and stresses melting away, leaving jayce at the center of his entire universe. after several months of searching, he'd begun to think that his partner had left piltover altogether, setting his sights on a new horizon, never to return. and then, like a miracle, jayce had returned to him, though their reunion had been far from what he'd expected. but all things happen for a reason and it had all brought them to this moment in time, able to lay side by side and revel in the fact that they were together again. and oh how he had missed it too.

there's a soft exhale from viktor as his forehead rests against jayce's, adoration in golden eyes as they meet hazel, fingers brushing back stray strands of hair and threading through dark locks, hand coming to rest on his partner's cheek. he could get used to this more rugged look. ❝ you and i both. ❞ he murmurs quietly, regret in his words for leaving the way he did but grateful that they'd both been offered a second chance. ❝ i'm glad you found your way back to me. ❞ a life without his other half was not a life worth thinking about.